\\*october babyy <333 th13rteenn]]

oh the sheerness of my ego. -.-

2005-06-20T18:28:00.000-07:00

(my ego is unrelenting.)

FINE. i have moved to:

http://livejournal.com/users/mepean_you

happy. and if you're stalking me, (which i highly doubt anyone is; i mean, what a waste of time.) HAHA TOO BAD. because 90% of my posts are friendlocked. yes. so if you reeeeallly want to see them then create an lj acct so i can friend you.

okay byebye. im off to lj. hehe.

('fess up, mich!) (FINE.)

2005-05-31T17:28:00.000-07:00

(ahhh should i?)

(yesYES!)

(but its so fun to not say anything... see them all wondering where i've disappeared...)

(you're EVIL!!)

(duh i am. i thought you knew that.)

(of course i did. im YOU.)

(yeah. why am i talking to you? or... me?)

(cuz you're evil AND nuts.)

(so are you.)

(fine then.)

(fine.)

(so are you telling them?)

(sigh FINE.)

WHEEE talking to myself is tres fun. that was rather amusing. haha.

FINE I CONFESS.

i've MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVED!

(which is why i've gone completely dormant. seriously, how long did you think my ego would let me go without blogging?)

where?

HAHA i shall be evil and not tell you all. if you know already, then well, good for you.

then again, it doesnt really make any difference because i've _________________. unless you're ________________________, or if you're like ___ and ____, who ______________________. (but then again, they're the only ones. so haha.)

(haha if i fill in the blanks, everyone will know where i've moved. ^^)

okay so this is a final farewell! i will miss this blog, but its good to move on. (like i moved on from my modblog, that longlong time ago. it had too many painful memories. sometimes even one incident can do alot. i know.)

haha not that there's anything painful here, but i do love my new blog. ^^ less fuss too. mwahahahahaha.

okay BYEBYE. its been nice knowing you all! :)

whooooo

2005-05-18T18:52:00.000-07:00

you guys wont believe what im looking for. seriously. ><

i've been searching through my blog archives, in the entries near and before CNY, to find out if...

i bought a skirt during CNY.

YES. cuz im VERY sure i was PLANNING to buy it. but i cant remember if i DID buy it. and i asked my mum and she cant remember, and i cant remember either, and i am quite sure that if i HAD bought it, i didnt wear it during CNY, and so, if i HAD bought it, it would be stored somewhere. SOMEWHERE. how helpful. ><" i tried searching my closet already (at least as well as i can, with the state it's in...), and i cant find it.

HAHA YES IM HOPELESS. now i shall go search in my old notebooks, if i wrote about my shopping trip with my mum. i cant believe i didnt blog it larh! so unlike me. bleahhh. oh well. if i cant find it then i'll have to find something else.

(haha YES im planning to wear it; dont look so shocked. XDD)

nyaha.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2005-05-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

helloo. com studies noww. so coooooooold. squidyyy@gmail.com . so now i have 4 email accts. michelle_tgh@hotmail.com [checked daily. running out of space. michysquishy04@yahoo.com.sg [checked daily too. lots of space. do me a favor and send stuff here. yayyyyyyy.] starsong_2160@yahoo.com.sg [i hardly ever use it. used it to make a friendster acct which i never use, and a fictionpress acct which is absolutely empty and which i have forgotten the username too anyway. in other words. its a useless acct. wheeeeeeee.] and now the gmail one! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sho fun.

oce is WARM. AHHHHHHHH. *glare* its the result of being a moving music box. you're warm. i cant feel my hands. O.O and i started writing in my notebook at 7.30 am. and so far i've only written 3 lines, because i keep getting distracted. XDD

oce managed to get into racing frogs VIP zone yesterday!!! AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! no fair. she very free. spent one hour guessing the password, and it turned out to be "Frog". XDXD we tried it out during the first part of com studies.

okay. i shall go. my hands are too cold to type. and i must finish my notebook entry soon before it becomes hopelessly outdated. and oce wants to hijack. wheeeeeeee. byebye. i wonder what terrors she wil do. ooooh scary. XDD

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. aladeedaadeedow. aladeedaadeedow. aladeecdaadeedow. weeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i bet that's what cavemen did to keep warm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! alaadeedaadeedow.

i laugh my head off, oce. XDD

lalala.

2005-05-09T23:44:00.000-07:00

whooo i havent updated in ages.

soon. heh.

muuuuuuuugginnnnnnng

2005-05-01T00:19:00.000-07:00

oh fwahhh.

muggingisEVIL! it kills your brain. *nod*

todayy. was very guai during chi tuition. turned up my walkman and mugged like crap. and for once, was able to answer all the questions in the assesment without looking at the shou ce. *cheers* hope i'll be able to rmb the words til tues... x.X

sci on fri... we had a quiz. quite good, actually. was amazed at how much i remembered, from my subconscious mind, or something. XDD but i really must revise balancing equations, and radicals. got only one of the questions right. x.X

wrote many many notes on fri.

typed out lit quotes for part1... took super long... >< gonna die for part2... which is slightly longer than part1. bleahhhhh. then still have to do the themes. = /

and i havent started revising for math, and chem yet. everythings in my notebook, or in my head, but havent dug it all out yet. im gonna DIE can. x.X

sigh. reconsidering if i shd go for the picnic tmr. blahh. cuz i really need tt time. sigh. but i promised ben i wld go. hmm. kay larh. lets go!! whoo! hope there's time for us to eat lunch... eating lunch with hil sher and char is always super fun. =D haha. the 4 pianists!!! whoots!

yawn. im yawning. that's bad. how can i be sleepy already??? cant believe my parents aren't back yet. oh wait. they are. hmm. when did they come back??? gosh i cant believe i didnt notice. x.X i am the blurrest pok in the universe. then again, i've been in my room typing since 9pm.

been destroying my eyes and my ears the whole day. walkman turned up nearly to full... plus i have 6 new batteries, 4 rechargeable, so i can go crazy. heh heh heh. plus sit in front of the com typing out TKAM notes to send to nat and nic... @.@ my degree gonna rise man. like it isnt high enough...

sigh. if i mug anymore, nothing's gonna go in anyway. so i shall sleep. yayy. i love my bed. <333 shall wake up early tomorrow and continue mugging. hope i have the selfcontrol to NOT push the snooze button and sleep some more.

i just realised. tmr labour day. me is mugging on labour day. hm. cool. XDD

takkair everyone! byee.

2005-04-30T10:56:00.000-07:00

With all I am - Hillsong
Into Your hands, i commit again
All i am, for You, Lord
You hold my world in the palm of Your hand
And I am Yours, forever

Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

I'll walk with You wherever You go
Through tears and joy, I'll trust in You
And I will live, in all of Your ways
And Your promises, forever

Jesus, I believe in You
Jesus, I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
The reason that I sing
With all I am

And I will worship
I will worship You

EOIs. mug well, everyone, and stay safe. and remember, God will always be there for you, for you to draw strength and hope. so trust in Him, and He WILL carry you through. :)

love you all.

MUUUUUUUUUUUUACKS!

2005-04-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

haha! after tagging on nattay's blog, i am becoming wonderfully hyper again. hehe i LOVE NATS! you absolutely smiley wonderful lovely pok who's always making me laugh my head off. here's a big hug to you! muack!

and that was PEENK for nattays! haha!

mugged todayyyy. til 7! we covered ALOT. whooooooots! many thanks for sand nat yx for mugging with me! and livvy, for waiting for me to finish copying the 4th law of acids and alkalis. and ESPECIALLY TO NATS, for sitting there and waiting for me while i was waiting for hil, even tho it was UBERUBER LATE. love youu girl!! :)

and to the herifest teamm. you guys ROCKED. like, seriously. so SMILE yeahs! :) much lubb! th13rteeners alllllllllllll the waaaaay!

lydiaaaa! hehe dun stress kayys! take care for EOIs. *hug*

hil! ackk DUN FALL SICK! >< aiyohs take goodgood care kayys!!!! SMILE! thankews soso much for the TKAM book tooo!

MY GOSH NATALIE ONG WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING!!!!! XD!!! haha yes LOVE YOU GUMMIES TOO. XDD yesyes STUDY TOMORROW! haha! julian hee -_____________________________-!!!!!!!! HAHA NATS. and i dun follow the timetable anywayys. i just ask becky when everything is. since that zaieth pok always knows how to read the timetablee. haha. X)))

and me goes!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOTS! BYEEEEEEEE. XDDD

FWOOSH.

2005-04-27T19:56:00.000-07:00

i have become obsessed with weird, senseless words, lately.

like fwah, and fwoosh, and blah, and other crazy things.

and im procrastinating againnn!!! i shd be doing my lit and math now. both of which are overdue. -.- arghhh!!! i must not procrastinate any longer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i need to MUG. mug like CRAP.

need to borrow liv's chem notes, since mine are... err... practically nonexistant. ><

and i need chinese notes! i dun even noe whats being tested for chinese!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!

at least we got SOME lit notes today. and a total revision on linear graphs today. =D i now see the light. hehe. but my algebra is still. O.O??? yah. im pretty hopeless, i know.

why cant they have HIST AND GEOG EOIs, for the sec2s. since those are like, my best scoring subjs this yr. and i LIKE them, and TOOK LOTS OF NOTES for them. fwooooooosh.

haii. gonna die for EOIs. like, seriously. my chinese is... dun start. x.X chem is okay, except i dun listen in class. but when i do, i get it. so i need livvy's notes tmr. and shall chase after zeg too. math is... hmm. linear graphs is okay, but i've almost completely forgotten all the algebra from last yr. >< and LIT. we hardly learned ANYTHING can. gah. i want mrs shum back. gonna do intense annotation of TKAM over the weekend. mmhmm.

haiyo. shall stay back and mug tmr. but got no one to mug with, as of yet. liv has elds, sand has air rifle, and yingx hasnt replied my msg, or come online. hmmm i shall go find nicole. oh well. i cannot study at home. will get SUPER distracted. by EVERYTHING. so, MUST study in school.

and fri shall stay back for math remedial. algebra. and i have no idea what to do for chineseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!! luckily majority is based on ke wai. i think. i hope.

sleep early on fri.
wake up early on sat. mug. sleep early on sat.
wake up early on sun. mug. go church. go picnic. mug at picnic. hehehe. come home. mug. sleep early on sun.
wake up early on mon. mug. mug mug mug. sleep early on mon.
tuesday. go school early. run through lit stuffs. LIT EOI. run through hmt stuffs during 1h break. HMT EOI. [oh man why do the both of them have to be on the same day??!!] stay back to mug for chem and math? go home. mug! sleep early on tues.
wednesday. go school early. run through math stuffs. MATH EOI. run through chem stuffs during 1h break. CHEM EOI.
EOIS OVER AHAHAHAHAHAHA!
celebrate by writing many letters. or gng out. okay, me shall not torture my poor seniors and juniors who still have papers. >< i cant believe the sec2s have the least papers this time round larh. ohoh HAHA i just thought of an UBERLY INSANE way to spend the later part of my wed.

GO RUN ARND THE TRACK IN PREP FOR 2.4KM RUN.

i laugh my head off. oh wait. or maybe sand and i cld do that. n play bball. and badminton, at the bball courts. or something. haha. i am uberly weird. X))

the chances that i will follow that timetable above is 0.0000000000000001%. i hate mugging. >< blahhded.

good luck for EOI week, everyone. take care.

wheeee.

2005-04-25T22:36:00.000-07:00

gah. my com crashed. -.-

can you believe im still hyper? i didnt even sleep at all larh. only slept on the way to school, and sort of dozed off on the way back. but i think the hypernesss is dying. it happens when there are stupid useless things called eng pts. rawred. its just the pt. like, if you tell me to do ORA stuff now, i'll jump up and go do it. haha. but now, for eng, im like, x.X.

whoots im part of the 'live band' during ora!!! playing guit for one, and singing for one. heh heh another reason to prac my guit. seems like the world wants me to prac my guit. fine. and hil, i WILL surpass you!!! er... one day. ^^ hee.

this morning, didnt want my parents to find out i didnt sleep larh. then at 5.40 i was waiting for elynn to send me her stuff, then i go print, and sleep. so turned on the com in tiffy's room, and walked back and forth, between the rooms. and then when i was in my room, heard the alarm clock in my dad's room start to beep. haha now i look back, my reaction a bit extra. haha. ran all the way to tiffy's room, turned off the monitor screen, ran back to my room, messed stuff up a bit, and DOVE into bed. haha.

arghh. im so tired now. dozing off. noooooooo! must! do! eng!!! crappy. shall blog tmr. on my lj! hehehehehehe. byeeeeeee!

WHOOOHOOO.

2005-04-25T05:33:00.000-07:00

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!!!!!!!

send. print. SLEEEP. wahahahahahahaa.

<333

2005-04-24T22:34:00.000-07:00

yayyed.

i am very much thankful for 45th and the levites.
^^

45th has been giving me many many many comments for ora, and i am very much helped. ^^

and LEVITES! you are all muchly loved.

char sent me a jiayouu messsage, on msn. and she drew a biiiiiiig "love you!", and "God bless you! :D" on the handwritten thing for msn. and lots of hugs. *hugs back*
yinghan also sent me a jiayou message. and the last part of her msn nick says: "=GO SQUISHY YOU CAN DO IT!=". X)
fishy put "jiayou! for tmr, and relax." on the last part of her msg to me. [oh, and the front part was comments for ora. ^^]
lydia also sent me a nice encouraging email. ^^

haha YES. this is what i meant by the levites being a family to me. *big group hug* *awww* haha. i am now much less freaked by worship tmr. :)

thank God for 45th and the levites. :)

^^!!!!

2005-04-24T20:50:00.000-07:00

OH YAY.

IM GNG FOR THE CHURCH CAMP IN JUNE.
YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:)

2005-04-24T20:45:00.000-07:00

everyone's out.

just went through worship for tmr. and glad, that i was able to worship myself. ^^ yayys.

and now, im sure i didnt make the wrong decision.

i feel so privileged, to be able to praise God, and use my voice and the talents He gave me to serve Him.

praise God. :)

ooh. hil wants me to print out her maths pt. wonder what it'll be called. X)

fwah.

2005-04-24T14:15:00.000-07:00

sigh.
today so far has not been very good.

i was hoping that a good worship would be able to perk me up. but worship was er... different? heh. so... gah.

and i cant help but feel that i've made a bad decision. *stares at ceiling*

why cant i do anything right.

the person i hate most in this world is me. hooray to me.

forget it. im going to sleep.

whee.

2005-04-23T22:54:00.000-07:00

couldn't resist.

new quiz new quiz!!

http://www01.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050423105228-859162

this one's harder. *nods* gotta know me quite well, and be arnd me alot, to score a high score.

i highly doubt anyone will get 100.

oh well. have fun. ^^

AHHHHHHHHHH.

2005-04-23T20:58:00.000-07:00

I NEED A GUITAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARISTT!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh.
thank you lianne. (:

now to go stress over other things.
what fun.
seems like stressing and worrying are my pasttimes.
stressworrystressworrystressworry.

im so tired.

i want to sleep and never wake up.

fwAAh.

2005-04-23T11:22:00.000-07:00

wonderful me overslept.
so, no going sandra's house. she's gonna kill me on mon for making her wake up so early. x.X

and me LOVES stress. like, really, i do!
-.-
gah.

T.T

2005-04-22T23:08:00.000-07:00

helloooooooo.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AVI!!!!!!

*muacks* love my mortal. went to 113 this morning to wait for her... wahh she takes super long to come man. waited and waited and felt so extra in 113. haha. so was walking arnd to 110 111 112 as well. then got tired of waiting and went down. and then she FINALLY came. haha on the track. carrying her project. ^^ gave her her nice long birthday letter. and gave her the second part of her prez during recess. the first part was ICECREAM. that i split with sherlyn. yupss.

haha MICHY LOVES AVRIL!!!! whooooots nice mortal. okay fine so you're evil. haha. X)

today my mood abit psycho. haha. ^^ the sch day was. hm. okay larh. wont die, but nothing out of the ordinary eitherr. ohoh except my notebook got STOLEN!!!!! waaaaaah. for THREE. WHOLE. PERIODS. ;_; *sob*

michy=notebook
notebook=michy
without notebook, michy is nothing!!!!

yes. ^^ posted THAT on my LJ during eng. when we were supposed to be doing the heritage fest thing. that and a bit more. yes.

ohoh EARTH DAYY. haha 213!!! livvy henny alyssa sandra you guys ROCKETHS!!!!! haha sandra was so cuteeeee! and livvy was hilarious. ^^ and sandra! hil's new shuai ge. HAHA! you guys were good. yupps.

now now on to what i wanted to post most abt.

lunchh.
went down to dump stuffs in gb room with hil. then ate lunch with her. didnt have a looooooooong talk, but had a decent talk. ^^ haha. sort of. X) wheeeee good. but FORGOT TO ASK HER. arghhhh michy baka desu. -.-
hil's being STAAAAAALKED!!! *runs away from hil-with-a-chopper* HAHA.

softball.
TKGS TRASHED US. >< they were good. very very good. saw tiffy!!!!! and had this urge to yell "go tiffy!" when she was up to bat. but i thought of omi killing me with her softball bat and decided against it. X) hmm wad else. oh yah our sch is evil larh. yelling evil things. rawr. its soo.... ARGH. dunno larh.
then softball finished at 4pm. when it was supposed to finish at 5. so i ran to go make my activity card, and leeny and i ran after the teacher to get him to sign our cards. haha i finally have an activity. and my activity card. yayy.

after softball.
ate my dinner. cup noodles. haha. sat with erin allll the way til 5.30, when her mum came. haha i found out erin is quite funn and nice larh. except for the fact that she gives me crap during band. yahh but its good tt i got to know her. cuz she ponned the whole first term of brigade larh. so only knew her thru one band prac. where she drove me up the wall. X) haha and she kept stealing my first cup noodles so i ended up giving it to her and buying a new cup. then sat and talked crap with her. wheeeee.

went to gb room. played the guit for a while. then took out my walkman and was listening to it on the couch. and decided to go sleep. turned off the lights and fans. [green week! cannot waste electricity!!] haha and it was like, 6.02 according to my hp. so i put on "did you feel the mountains tremble?" *hyper* and told my self i would sleep for 8min [thats arnd how long the song is.], then wake up, go change, and stoneee/do homework.
andden, i REALLY fell asleep larh. the gb couch is so comfortable man. wouldnt mind camping overnight there. yah and when i woke up, it was 6.53pm larh!!! slept for arnd one hour. i thought i was late okay. rushed to go change, and then found out i was super early. -.- diaoo.

guides AA.
haha good job guiders!!!! yeah cld see tt u guys really did a lot lot lot of work on your AA. i liked the performances... ARGHH NO MORE CHOCOLATE IN THE CANTEEN!!! ;_; anywayy. haha. the emcees were so cutee and hyperr. haha. X) yahh but like everything was really planned out very well. and it was super smooth larhs. yupsyups. chocolate childhood!!!!
i have only one problem.
i am traumatised for LIFE.
SCOUTS. they are SCARY. like seriously. its like. they're extraa. haha. and overly enthu. like, they're cheering every 5min. my gosh. freaked out!!! x.X but at least they're enthu abt their cca. haha. even if its enthu until its nearly scary. haha.

okay. me sleepy now. oh oh yah. ARGH, why is it always me who gets allocated the weeks to play when we cannot make it??? blahhh ORA SATURDAY. i think i need to stay all the way throughh. x.X so must swap with someone. sighsigh. WHY MEEEEE.

oh PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE! play for me. im BEGGING you. i'll be very very VERY NICCE! *hopeful look* haii. think abt it? pleaseplease?

okay me goes to sleep now. gng sandra's house tmr. at 9am. ahhhh tiredd. >< gniteee.

fwah swah swahe!

2005-04-21T21:31:00.000-07:00

FWAH!!!!

haha. today was okay larh. i stoned through all the lessons. like i think everything went in and then went out again. >< arghh gonna die for EOIs. blahhh. but art was fun.

art.
we did the painting part of the logos thing. so fun. sitting with xixi and oce. and oce was like freaking out over her logos cuz she thought they were crap. and xixi and i were trying to make her show us. and am i glad that sakura pens are waterproof. i spilled the water all over my paper larh. so scary. ><
then i finished painting. and i was boreedd. so i drew a logo for heralds! and then decided to follow the way xixi was drawing her logos and do it like a comic strip kind of thing. haha i like the heralds one the best larh. i think the way the stick figure guy is standing is so cute. X) lol.
then we did some art quiz kind of thing. so fun man. i cant believe im actually finding art fun larh. budden we have to write a sort of essay kind of thing. for an art piece. haiyo. oh well. shall take it as writing a lit essay. [okay that isnt much better. -.-]

lunch.
haha wai ian came up to 213 there. and she was looking for sam. but cuz sam was sick and went home, she gave me the letter to put on her table. and we both walked to the class tray. and that girl didnt realise that 302 is in the same blk, and same floor as 213. haha. so we walked to the class tray then she asked me to pass hil her letter. today arh. all the teachers let us out late larh. so stupid. wrote hil a letter in the morning, before 8am, and only managed to pass it to her after sch can. pfffffft. only mrs tan let us out on time. yayyed.

after sch.
note to self: KEEP NOTEBOOK UNDER LOCK AND KEY. arghhh. sandra you BLUR POK! hil standing like, 1m away from you reading my notebook and you dun even notice!!!! HAII. -.-
and what did YOU read!!!!!! ahhhhhh you EVIL POK. i dun read your notebook. hmphh. just because i ask you to laugh/smile more doesnt mean you go steal my notebook and laugh at my drastic reactions!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! and i think this just means my notebook will be disappearing more and more often. -____________- AHHH!! *runs far far far far far far FAAAAAR away from the crazy hil* *WITH the notebook of course. it'll be no use if i run away and leave it unattended* wheeeeeeeeeeee. but at least you're laughing. although i HIGHLY disapprove of your methods of becoming hyper. -.- haha. X)

haha this was after i went to lydia's class. and because i didnt have my bear with me, i cldnt throw it at her again. hmphh. and she didnt notice me AGAIN! until i went up to her. haha i reply uberly quickly. like, i got her letter after i came back from lunch. she was like:"that was fast." haha.

and hil's being stalked by sec1s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! X) so funny mans. have fun! told you the sec1s aren't tt bad. *continues laughing* i find the fact tt hil's being stalked super funny. ^^ im gng to get KILLED tmr. and i shall now have to guard my notebook doubly well. its still funny. XD

gave lyd and nic a lift back. we're weird larh. first we walk out of sch, and cross the road, when my sis calls to say tt my mum's coming to fetch me. so we walk back. then we wait outside sch for 5min, and then both of them say they want to buy cuttlefish. so i get dragged down to the canteen with them. and THEN my mum comes. so we rush out again. lol! so funnyyyy. we talked abt ORA on the way back. ohoh nicole's reaction when i told her lyd made us ICs. she was singing "i can sing a rainbow..." and when i told her she was like:"i cant sing a raaiiinnnnbooooooooo........." and promptly plopped face down on the table. haha.

and we followed vic to the kitchen. [haha STALKERS!!!!! okay whatever. X)] then we went down to the class tray. and met lyd. and blah blah blah. hmm im jumping arnd the place man. haha.

i wanted to buy something else for avi today. and ended up spending $10 on myself instead. omgosh $10. i just realised how much money that was. *cries* see. i went down during recess to buy her zig markers. then i see 3 uniball signo DX 0.28 pens [i LOVEEEE those pens.]. pink purple orange. so i end up buying them instead. $6. after guit, went walking arnd TM trying to find a present. and end up buying myself two hairbands. $4. oh yah i cleverly managed to break my black hairband. 4 days after hil returned it to me [after what, 2 months? haha.]. yah im so smart i know. was playing with it in class when suddenly it snapped. pffffffft. and i cant find my red one. so i bought two new ones! cldnt decide between orange and bluee. so bought both! haha!

tmr shall go to avi's class early in the morning and wait for her. whoots my mortal's turning thiiiiiirteeeeeeeeeeeen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! old! like me!!!! haha!

i fell asleep while doing chem pt last night. >< yes diao-ded i know. andden didnt do my qt. arghh. recently i havent been doing my qt very consistently. like, every 4days or so i dont do. blahhhhh. must have self control!!!! mmm.

oh YAY!!!!! i like this song!!!! "did you feel the mountains tremble?" haha love it love it!! so nice!!!!!! *turns up volume* haha my sis is gonna kill me. oh well. byeeeee!

whatdoiputhere.

2005-04-20T20:41:00.000-07:00

wheeee.
today has been... quite good. yups. for once. in quite a while.

pe.
i pity sam and sand. cuz we did passes again. and i was sort of... mad? frustrated? and i was like, taking it out on them. like, when i throw to them, they'll be like... "ow...". yah. and then later on, i started thinking, and didnt aim properly, when i was throwing. and i whacked sam in the face. >< and threw the ball on sandra's foot. by accident. eeks. i am dangerous. budden we played monkey. :D haha JUMPING. dun underestimate short people! yeahh man. like, we played against alayne peiru esther, and esther was the most "dangerous" one. and she's shorter than me. esther always jumps very very HIGH. whooots go esther. X)

english.
TKAM. duh. did reading. nothing much other than that. abit xian larh. replied my letter.

recess.
everyone was studying for geog lorhs. but i happy happy go down for recess. haha im so weird. X) still thinking. sort of.

maths.
mmm. 2nd part of quiz. i think it went alot better. but i didnt have enough time. but definitely went better. did i mention i got zero for the 1st part? yah. ZERO. *faints* out of ten mcq questions.

science.
errr. wasnt listening. =^^= she was gng through some wkshts. only listened when she was sort of gng thru the covalent and ionic bonding stuff.

geog.
ohohoh. went outside to studyyy before mrs mohd came. haha. and its like, a bunch of us outside, studying, and then we look down, and we see mrs mohd. coming from j-blk. and we start screaming to her to slow down. and she looks up and starts laughing. -.- and we continue screaming and gesturing. and she still doesnt slow down. lol. and she walked into class and she was sort of smiling evilly. X) lol.
the test was okay. but i had like, 2 major brainfreezes during the test larh. the first structured question, i just sat there and stared at the paper for... 5min? yah. and same thing for the second question. >< and for the last one, i was like. "oh. dams. okay." cuz i didnt study much for dams. cld only vaguely rmb the points she went through the other time. and then saw:"OH FREAK. 8 MARKS." and started freaking out. haha. but after a while of writing, rmbed what she said. and couldnt finish larh. write until shou3 suan1. and she was counting down the minutes. so when she said "1 minute left", i just finished up my sentence and scribbled a HORRIBLE conclusion. like, one sentence. -.- aiyah. dun think i will die. that much. lol.

lunch.
went to look for lydia. stood in the doorway of 308 and wavvvveeeeeeed with my red bear. and waved and waved. and she walked across the class room to her table and still didnt see me. -.-" so i threw squishy on her table. and she like jumped larh. haha and then she was peering at squishy, and doing the sort of 'nose to nose' thing to it. haha lydia's so cute. X)
ate... nothing. drank apple aloe vera. [MWAHAHA LINAAAA.......... X)] then was rushing round and round cuz the plug in the shalom room wasnt working. and i didnt have a guitarist. only asked lydia to play. finally we decided to move to j109. but didnt have time to go through. rawrr. oh wells.

fotl.
fun. FUN FUN FUN. worship - two of the songs were new to most of them. no, actually 'once again' is old. too old, so not many of them knew. X) lol. worship was... good. but i was even nervous-er than before. and i think the first one at char's house was better. yah. must... slow... down.. talking!!! i realised that when im nervous, i talk super fast. like. SUPER. and mumble. yah. which is bad. but char just grinned at me and said:"you'll have a MIKE." -.-
and we discussed worship. and then char said:"we have 13 minutes left. we're supposed to talk abt squad goals, so lets spend 3 min talking abt them." haha. X) and after the 3 minutes, we decided to JAM! hahahahahahahaha! and we all learnt 'once again', and 'for all You've done'. for... some reason. haha. yah. and then we just sang random songs. and sang 'still'. andden when we finished 'still', its like, i opened my eyes and suddenly see lots of people surrounding us and staring at us. lol. i like jamming with the levites. we were jamming during the first cca orientation, and enjoyed it alot. i think its because, when we jam, we also worship larh. but in church, especially when we jamm with the band, we all are concerned abt getting all the technical stuff right. and we dun really worship. so yah. like jamming with the levites. whooots yeah levites rule. ^^

eh. this song sounds familiar. OH WOW. its the exact same track that we danced to. we all bow down. and i didnt realise i had it larh. listening to planet shakers and hillsongs too much liaos! must listen more to my other cds. anywayy.

band.
lol. none of the sec2s brought their chanters. X) and like, very little of the sec1s. cuz there wasnt suppsed to be. but mdm kour came so yah. the sec2s. had a choice. of either. playing the pipes. or doing DRILL. so obviously, nicole zoe jess and i chose DRILL LARH. haha. sam wanted to go play pipes. that girl arh. DO YOUR DRILL SAM! drill rockeths. ^^
so. we found lina. who was teaching sabrina[the sec2 one], crystal, and eunice drill. and the 4 of us are like... XIAN MU. they already know marching, hentak, maju, kabelakang on the march, etc larh. this time last yr, we didnt even know these EXISTED. and they're quite good lorh.
ohoh and lina told them to hentak. and she told us:"watch!" and gave them the maju command. and then sabrina stopped on the wrong leg. crystal stopped and didnt continue marching. only eunice did it right. and lina was like"AHHH! make me lose face." cuz she was gng to show off how good their maju was. haha. X)
and then......... they wanted to learn ka-belakang on the march. so lina made us GUINEA PIGS. in other words, go march, and they watch. it was super funny can.

[4 of us fall in.]
L: sekuad!
[4 of us jerk our hands down.]
L: [to the 3 of them] ah ah ah, did you see the jerk?
us: [start giggling.]
L: what's so funny! dun laugh.
L: sekaud, sedia!
[somehow, we all banged TOGETHER, and it sounded SO GOOD. i was like, shocked. like. WOW.]
L: [to the 3 of them] hear the bang? thats how your bangs are supposed to be like.
us:[start laughing like crazy.]
L: stop laughing!
L: dari kenan, japat jalan!
[4 of us start marching. our dressing is horrible.]
L: ka-belakang pusing!
[4 of us do a... kind of bleahed ka-belakang.] [nicole and jess start laughing. ever heard that laughing is contagious? well it is. zoe and i started laughing too. for no reason.]
L: what are you all laughing for??? [bewildered voice]
me: i dunno! [to nic and jess] why are we laughing?
L: that's a good question. [which just made us laugh even harder. x)]

haha. and that was the ka-belakangs. and then. lina made us do fall in procedure. ever tried doing fall in procedure with 4 pp? and then zoe left. so we had 3 pp. and at the end, for ka-kenan lurus, the three of us just banged. [after a few tries. nicole and i turned our heads out of habit. i mean, seriously, how often are WE in the right marker row? never.] and for pandang ka-hadapan... HAHAHAHAHAHA. nothing happened. duh. and all of us were laughing our heads off. especially lina. lol. X)
then lina had to go. so the 3 of us went back. and mdm kour wanted us to try the pipes. so we took the pipes, and were trying them outside. hooray we all managed to make some noise. ^^ then vic and elisa and val came, with the guitar. and we all ended up sitting down on the grass and singing stupid songs. haha. really REALLY loudly. and we were singing some of the national day songs, and this teacher walked past us on the track and said:"so patriotic arh?" laugh. LAUGH LIKE NUTS.
then mdm kour came out. so nicole and jess and i quickly stood up and tried not to look guilty. lol. X) but she was gng alrd, so we were safe. haha. and we sang more songs. before we decided to go. sho funny. heeeee.

haha today i laughed alot. yeah. which is good. havent laughed so much in days. haha lets have MORE DRILL! under lina. lina you rockk. ^^

seriouser stuffs. heh like i said, im looking sad dead and not hyper cuz im worrying. worrying for:
- my 2 fave sec3 snrs. [but i think ones okay. so im more worrying for the other one.]
- one of my fave sec2 yr mates.

yes. and you cant stop me worrying. its part of my nature, to worry abt pp. yahh. aiyah you know what wld make me worry less. told you so many times liaos.
and you too. you're not so hyper/lame/happy anymore. sigh. like, everytime i see you, you're looking very down, and dead, and dao, and un-you-ish. so of course i get sad larh. and worry. never see you laugh and smile. so i get really worried. yah. so SMILE. yes? good girl. :)
me wants a happy guitarist. correction: me wants a guitarist, period. pleasepleasepleaseplease playyyy for meeeeeeeeee. it wld help alot. but if you really feel like you dont want to, then... i'll ask someone else. but yeah.
and YES. havent had a nice talk with you for ages. okay fine, not so long. quite a while? yeah. its fun talking to you, rmb????? haha. X) so yes TALK TO MEEEEE. especially if you're not gonna write. if you dun write, and dun talk to me... i'll be like x.X . yahhhh. its not like you dun have chances to talk to me. see me nearly everyday lehs. haha. X)
oh and this reminds me. im so glad gb's not like ncc and rcy, where we have to greet our seniors. that'll be scary. imagine.
gb:"morning maam."
outside class[i'll never thaw again.]:"morning maam."
CHURCH:"morning maam."
i'll DIE larhhhh. >< haha.
anyway. sidetracking! dun worry abt me. yah. im fine. yes. as for you: SMILE more. and laugh more. and talk to me. and. yeah. haha.

byeeeeeee.

LJ is muchly peaned.

2005-04-19T21:33:00.000-07:00

i realised that i have posted alot in my LJ, ever since i created it.

a) i can friendlock stuff.
b) i have like, very little 'friends'. so hardly anyone sees the friendlocked stuff.
c) which sometimes is good.
d) and sometimes is bad.
e) and i dunno if its good or bad this time.

hm.

or maybe im just addicted to blogging.

swing swing swing from the tangles of my heart is crushed by a former love.

bully meeeeee.

2005-04-19T20:56:00.000-07:00

GAAAAAAAAH.

my internet is being EVIL and dying on me.

-.- cant stand it. been trying to send lydia the chords for the past dunno how long.

oh yay it finally sent. byeee.

drowning in yogurt.

2005-04-18T22:34:00.000-07:00

me is choosing between finishing the last bit of my yogurt today, or saving it to tmr.

stupid pm. first go make the 5day wk, then go make 2 CASINOS. TWOO. like one isnt bad enough. ARGHH.

so me goes drown self in yogurt. finished almost all of it today. rawr.

but at least i spent my sp&d free block well today.
did my worship prep. hid under the seats in the ks chee. budden all the songs i choose all diff key one. andden if i transpose they either are too low or too high. >< grr.

my voice is gone! at least when i sing, it disappears. >< bye.

i EXIST, people.

2005-04-18T20:03:00.000-07:00

my purpose in life is NOT to be squished and to look cute.

nonono.
my life has more purpose than that.

just because im small, look cute, and have a nickname of squishy, doesnt mean i cant do anything.

yes. i TOLD you already. just because im your junior doesnt mean i cant help you. and i am perfectly fine. my only problem now, other than hw, is that i am WORRYING abt people. INCLUDING YOU. so help me stop worrying so much and TELL ME WHATS WRONG.

good girl. ^^

chionging!!!

2005-04-17T20:45:00.000-07:00

DIE PERIODIC TABLE DIEEE.

michy likes yoghurt. =D
random fact. heee.

and i do not see the point of making a periodic table out of playing cards.
hello?
like, seriously. who's gonna see our periodic tables and go :"oh WOW what a wonderful periodic table im gonna take out all my playing cards and classify them according to this WONDERFUL periodic table and then stick it up on a wall and frame it up and educate myself on the periodic table of playing cards."

-_________________________-

stuuuuuuuuuupid. at least the hist pt makes SENSE larh. gaaaah.

and still got sp&d speech. the only thing abt speech and drama that i hate is the speaking, and the drama-ing. really. the "and" part is perfectly fine.

ha. ha.

whooooooo let's go drown my sarcasm in more yoghurt.

at least there's gb tmr. yayyness. ^^ bye.

[edit]
oh WOW.
chem's not due tmr!

*cheers*

happy sia.
now i shall go do sp&d speech.

and chiong chem on wed.
X)
[/edit]

double sided tape and safety pins. and exco 2006.

2005-04-17T17:52:00.000-07:00

today = funneth.

^^

got our lanyards! and our crests! and our gb knowledge badge!!! ^^ so now i dun feel like a sec1 with an empty uniform. wahahahahaha.

and i CANNOT pin stuff on my self. or stick stuff either. repinned my nametag 4 times before it was decently straight. repinned my yr1 badge 3times. repasted my crest on 2 times. and as for the badges on my haversack... *faints* spent a looooong time pinning them sort-of straight. which wasnt really straight. and then found out they were too far down. so repinned them higher up. which took a long time too. and found out it was STILL too low. so repinned it again. which again took a looooong time. and they were still slanted. in the end got jiacong to pin for me. -.-

and i have realised the importance of double sided tape and safety pins. *nods*

service was okay. much much much different than services in church. but i realised that i dont have to be singing fast songs, or hillsongs, or planet shakers, to be able to worship God. yups. =) and junli's testimonial was good. *nods* and i stupidly forgot to bring down my bible, after reminding myself over and over again to bring it along yesterday. *scowls*

ohoh and ms leow's speech/report. wahh our seniors really did alot alot of hard work to get 45th so far..... we must jiayous! and not let their work go to waste. mmhmm. me shall be MORE ENTHU! *grins* so fun. XD ME LOVEEES 45TH!!! will definitely definitely come back in JC. yupyups.

and the sec1s items were good. although i think they were abit nervous. but yay good job!!! ^^ hmmm i wish our batch got to do something for enrolment. for our enrolment last yr, it was the snrs who did a dance [a good one, i still remember.].

and some of us were changing in the room, after everything. and victoria kept singing "evryone's looking at me, like im some kind of freak", over and over again. AHHHHH!! and then when she got sick of singing it [or maybe it was all of us yelling "shut up vic" everytime she started singing it.], she started singing the ALPHABET. then, somehow we crapped until we started singing "seven times a day". X) lol.

and seeing everyone in home clothes was... interesting. got to see what they really are like, outside sch uniform and all. haha liying looked at me and said i looked different. diff as in, not so michy-ish. lol. really mehs? dun think so. was wearing my loudhailer tee! X) alot of pp liked it. wanted to know where i bought it. vic said it was cute. lol.

grace is gng to buy me PEENK stuff for my bday HAHA. X) so funny. can you believe i have not a single piece of pink clothes in my closet [which has aLOT of clothes, trust me. michy likes shopping. ^^]?

what you will see if you look into my closet:
1) a BIG MESS. unless i decide that i have too much time on my hands and JUST packed it. but im the sort of person that ransacks thru my stuff to find one single thing. so yes! u will see a big mess.
2) lotsa black stuff.
3) lotsa white stuff.
4) other splashes of colour somewhere. mostly red.
5) NO PINK! except for this shirt which i wear to sleep, and i've had since... k2? haha. it was gigantic then. besides, its so faded, it looks white.

anyway. went to eat lunch with grace, li-na, lianne, lydia, vic, val, ann margaret. i have this feeling i've forgotten someone. there were 8 pp. *thinks* OH. oh. okay that was stupid. -.- if you dun noe what i mean, then good. wait spoil my image. X)

anyway. haha can you believe it? li-na thinks im quiet. haha! guess its cuz i dun really talk to her much. and yesterday on the train ride to bugis, i was... er... quiet. basically abt the only thing i said to her was "hi li-na!">< i was thinking........ abt stuff. yeah. andden today, when we started walking, grace lyd me and her were in front of the rest, and grace and lyd were talking abt OM, and i was just lagging behind abit. so she pulled me up and said, "how come you're so quiet?" i was like: O.O "you think im QUIET?!" haha so weird. i thought im the sort of person who cannot shut up ones.

talked to her quite a bit today. on the way to lunch, and while on the train back. hmm wonder why i nvr tried talking to her before. i thought she was dao. haha. and scary. X) which goes to show you cannot judge by appearances. li-na is NICE! haha yes.

and VAL. my good-girl image of you gone liaos. LOL. X)

went back with lianne li-na and grace. we were talking abt... EXCO! haha i seem to be addicted to exco talk. its very fun guessing excos. because you start thinking abt qualities of pp, and especially if u talk abt it with other pp, then get to discuss/debate over who will most prob be what. and i realised how small the sec3 batch is. O.O

lianne and li-na left at tanah merah. so grace and i were talking. and sadly, there's only one stop between tanah merah and simei. *sob* miss talking to her. havent called her in a loooooooooong time. and usually in between classes and in gb, we're both busy doing our own stuff. so basically, the only time i get to talk with her is when she catches a lift back from me on mon, and the few times we go back together. but havent had this sort of one-on-one talks with her for a loooooooong time. cuz usually have other people arnd, so we cannot talk abt some kind of stuff. yeah. wheeeeee fun to talk to her.

GB TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha. X) byeeee.

LAAAAANYAAAAAAARDS!!!!

2005-04-16T16:47:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeeeee i am HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

we are finally getting our LANYARDS!!!!!! and our CREST!!!!!!!

^^!!!

at least we SHOULD be getting them tmr. junli told us to bring doublesided tape to stick the crest on. X) [haha PHOEBE.]

i am tres happy. i will not be mistaken for a sec1! yay!

my left hand is jumping all arnd the keyboard because i discovered tt i get the best connection when the silver thingy is vertical, and suspended arnd 50cm? above the ground. so my right hand is holding it there while im typing. not bad actually. haha. X)

and just because i feel like it:

char! my nice nice levites head! mmm you just recovered from fever... take care!! dun fall sick again... the levites need you!!!! *nods furiously*

hil! arghh your cough sounded quite bad this morning... >< drink more water yes? and sleep. get well...

nicky! YOU ARH. you're not the rain monster okay. dun stay in the rain too much. if you fall sick, i will WHACK you for staying out in the rain and drenching urself.

wheeeee. okay. byeeee.

non-shiny boots. hmphh.

2005-04-15T20:24:00.000-07:00

sighsigh.

me just spent nearly 3 hours polishing my boots.
and they're not much shiner than before.

*glares at the evil black leather footwear*

shall attack them again, tmr! right now it looks like the polish attacked ME. there's black streaks on my arms and my legs [wearing shorts] and my hands and my face. *scowls*

now me goes to eat dinner. and bathe. and do hw. and sleep.

ENROLMENT PRAC TMR!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOTS!!!!!

haha. byeeee!

boots!

2005-04-14T22:21:00.000-07:00

wheeeeee.

sat's enrolment prac! me shall take lotsa lotsa time to POLISH boots! tmr. ahaha NICKY let's do what we did last yr. call each other while polishing boots!!! ^^ funnn!!!!!

ponned guit todayy. *feels evil*

someone GO HOME WITH ME tmr............................ wheeeeeeeee. shd i take mrt down to kkmc, or ask my dad to send me? hmmmmms.

byeeeeee.

blurrified

2005-04-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

if you cld see me right now, you'd think you were looking at a squid.

blur sotong.

dunno why im so tiredd!!! its only 1.24am. and i've stayed up MUCH later than this before.

must be because i've been sleeping early lately.
early as in, before 12mn. due to orders. lol.

anywayyys.
MY EYES ARE GLUEING SHUT.
which is BAD.
very VERY bad.
i am FAAAAAAAAAR from finishing my hw. went to take a bath to wake me up, andden found out tt for some weird reason, i felt even tired-er after taking a bath. makes no sense. blahh. ><

i need toothpicks! to prop my eyes open. lol. X)

tmr got ART. blahh. dun like art. >< for the next 10 weeks. i will have ART. and bball with mr chee. who spent half of the first lesson talking abt his life story. and he thinks our class cannot run. *laughs hysterically* was feeling DEAD this morning, and didnt want to run. so when he told us that need to run, i was like: ARGHHHH!!!! andden he said only need to run 2rounds. ^^ so shuang man. hopefully, he doesnt find out tt mrs wee has been making us run 4rounds for warmup. wait. but if he doesnt make us run, then for actual 2.4, i will DIE! haiyoo. so ma fan.

my bball is super rusty.*sob* lost control of the ball 3 times when i was JUST DRIBBLING. and tried to do a layup twice. when he wasnt looking. and BOTH TIMES DIDNT GET IN LARH. some more miss by ALOT. blahhhhhh.

i wanna play bball on sun! eh wait. not gng church on sun. BLAHHHHHH. bball! bball! bball!!!

[edit]
and michy deletes the evil rant.

and prays that she'll never ever be that mad again.
[/edit]

michy tis content.

2005-04-13T23:29:00.000-07:00

hmm.

me tis feeling much better.

got a msg from my di, and a tag from livvy, and a call from hil.
yups. so thankew all of you.

and i've gone and gotten myself a lj. but only because i had to read and comment on nicole's ranting entry. which was friendlocked. and which i cld tell she was desperate for me to read, by the way she was begging me on msn.

which i spent nearly one hour doing. as in, replying, and creating the lj. [i got carried away at the listing of interests part. =^^=]

and if you want to know, my user name is mepean_you. yes.

and i partly am happy, and partly want to whack myself.

happy cuz, now nicole's happy! after reading my longlonglong comment. and yeah after writing my comment, i also feel happy cuz it was basically alot abt gb, and its made me even PROUDER to be in 45th.

wanting to whack myself because...

I HAVENT STARTED MY HOMEWORK.

*dies*

byee. dun hesitate to call me a 3am in the morning. im betting i'll still be up.

stop laughing, hil.

go. away.

2005-04-13T18:50:00.000-07:00

today. sucked.

end of story.

i have been crying too much lately.

gahhhhh.

2005-04-12T23:50:00.000-07:00

im feeling evil larh.
i have so much hw. and 90% could have been done days ago. but nooooooo. i HAD to procrastinate. urgh.

and i've been uberly UNhardworking this year larh. like if you ask me something for any subject, i'll give you a blur look and go: "huh? whaa?"

gahhhh. *whacks self*

and to remind myself, i shall thus list out all my hw. the list will go on forever. sigh.

- eng heritage fest public speaking thing [not yet. i hope.]
- math assignment [overdue]
- chem pt [sometime very VERY soon]
- chem wksht [tmr]
- geog formative assignment thing [tmr]
- hist structured questions [thurs]
- hist proj+presentation [thurs]
- hist perf task [sometime soon]
- 3 chinese jian baos [all hopelessly overdue]
- chinese wksht [thurs]
- another chinese wksht [thurs]
- sp&d speech [mon]
- rda thingum [tues]
- aesthetics booklet [tmr]

and to add on, i have to practise my chanter non-stop, practise my piano, practise my guit, reply at least 6 juniors' letters, study for EOIs, etc etc etc.

ahhhhhhhhh!!!!

i feel like ponning band tmr. so i can do my hw. gah. or quitting guit, so my thurs will be free. but i like guit. so fun. ^^

im gonna die for EOIs. anyone want to stay back and study with me? it worked last year...

happy michy! haha PREFIXES.

2005-04-12T20:43:00.000-07:00

whee!! i am here to blog. duh. X)
first things first tho. this is one day late, but still...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGHAN!!!!!!

haha YAY!! ^^

sports fest!

TWAS GREAT. oh YEAHH. haha.
went there at 9.30. blahh im nuts i know, but its a long story which i cant be bothered to tell. anywayy. yes. reached there at 9.30. and felt so bored. cuz i was only sec2 non-house comm member there lah. only sec1s and house comm members were there. so i went arnd talking to jnrs, and talking with nickay, and talking with lintong and valtan and just uh, talking. haha. X)

oh YES. and GOH RUO TING KILLED MY GB TEE!!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! cuz when i was outside talking with pheb, aly and mel, she came up to me and was like:"michy, i won't be able to return you your shirt that soon. im still trying to get the paint off it." i went:"WHAT?!! WHAT PAINT?!! GOH RUOTING!!!!!!!" and then proceeded to chase her arnd the front part of the stadium. RAWR. she killed my gb teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sob. and i actually like it. grr. now she owes me a new one. because its RED paint. RED. AHHHHHHH. *faints*

then at 11, the brigaders camee. yay!! and they were sitting at the BUCKLE side cuz the DRUMS WERE THERE!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. and it felt good man. gb infested buckle!!! and didnt feel so out of place. wheeeeee.
and i got my LETTER!!! which im still replying to. haha. X)

and junli and phoebe came!!!! and when i first saw junli, i told her it was weird seeing her in a uniform without a tie. haha. good seeing her again. im happy man. seeing her so often now, after a loooooooong time not seeing her. haha. and phoebe and her and me went over to go see the banners. which were PEELING!!!! poor banners. andden on the way back from across the field, they pretended to play soccer with an imaginery ball and shoot it into the goal. junli was the striker, and phoebe was the goalie. and junli didnt wait for the goalie to get into position!!! badd junli. HAHA. X)

and then the brigaders moved away. *sobs* and i decided to move over too! haha yayy. and HILARY kept trying to push me off the railing and kept teasing me abt JONYONG. while i was replying HER letter. *glare* if i really fall off, hit my head and die, YOU'LL be the one feeling so guilty. *sticks out tongue*

sports fest was good larh. i lost my voice screaming too much. ><>< and it RAINED. blah. but while it rained, i managed to write quite abit of reply. except my notebook got a bit wet.

and JUNLI. was WAVING. the BUCKLE FLAG. in the RAIN. when she's SICK ALREADY. and she got drenched. if she falls even sicker, i'll be torn between scolding her and feeling sorry for her. grrrh. blahh. take care.

and cheerleading was nearly CANCELLED. but yay they DIDNT!!! BUCKLE CHEERLEADERS, YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOO ROCK. ^^ i loved the routine larh. and RACHEL and STEFF, you two were GREAT. rachel, you chiobu cheerleader!!! haha even my friend said that. X)

and that concludes sports fest!!

various matters from last night

mmm. yes. char asked me to lead worship. i was seriously freaking out larh.

msged hil with an SOS msg. and she called me. and i was like:"char wants me to lead worship tmr! and i DUNNO WHAT TO DO!!!!" i was PANICKING larh. apparently, she cld hear it from my voice, cuz she was like:"CALM DOWN." haha.

yes. and later on she gave me lotsa nice encouraging messages [HIGH S! X)] which really helped alot. THANK YOU HIL!!! caring senior HAHA. X)

fotl todayy~
woke up at 7 and went to the mrt. fell asleep while on the 18 stops to toa payoh. this time last yr, i had no idea how pp cld sleep on mrts. now i know exactly how they feel. somehow managed to wake up a few stops before city hall and toapayoh, respectively. which is weirder when you consider that i was listening to music LOUDLY on the way there.
anywayy. we were all sitting at the station, arnd 11 of us. we must have looked like some gang or something. haha. X) was sleeping while yikai was teaching some of the sec1s how to play mafia.

char's house is on the 29th storey!! *feels short* lol. anywayy. fotl was good. yups. we had alot of fun bonding and all. and stealing potato chips behind ms wong's back!! [HAHA.]

and leading worship was good! really have to thank God, for making it such a successful worship. im really happy larh. ^^ yayy!!! ms wong says she wants me to lead worship in gb soon. hmm. i chope hil! and lydia! haha. X)

then, lianne fishy yikai sixuan ms wong and me went to eat lunch at macs. and we were like flicking 50cent coins arnd the table larh. and ms wong was TEACHING us how to flick coins. and spin coins. we were wondering what wld happen if mrs deborah tan or mrs chan chen fen walked in and saw her playing with 50cent coins. haha.

andden we talked alot abt churches. and various other stuffies. and she taught us the sign language for shout to the Lord. i think i've forgotten alot of it. >< its really nice. i like ms wong. think she's super cute and funny. which she is. haha. ^^ so glad she's levites teacher. yayyyed. ^^

rda

on my way there, was talking to sand abt someting. and i realised how much i've changed since december. like last time, my msgs can reach up to 700 ones. and my dad will kill me. but now like the max is 200 larh. it's not like i hate talking to people, but im not dying to talk to them too. hmm. wonder why. i think it's because over the past few months, i've really grown much closer to God, especially since i started playing in church and brigade. [cant believe its only been 5 months... it feels like an age...] yeah so, for me, since i have God, i dun really care much to talk to pp on msn or sms that much, unless its like that person is someone that i want to learn from in terms of growing in my relationship with God. usually i prefer to talk to people face to face. yeps. last time, i cannot be seperated from my handphone for an hour larh. i'll be stressing abt whether pp msg me or not. but now i dun really care that much. which is good, i guess. focusing more on God, instead of earthly treasures. :) yayy.

anywayy. judy couldnt recognise us larh, without out sch uniform. she was like:"where are you all from?" andden zul and bee and sarah all of them all recognise us lorhs. haiyoo. haha. i like them. zul and bee. for one, cute names. haha. and they're really nice. ^^

we washed tack. i was so glad for my slippers larh. cuz i was still wearing the same thing tt i wore for fotl. which is my nice loudhailer shirt[SQUEEE!], my long baggy black pants, and flourescent green slippers. haha. and was thinking how impractical it was, to go to rda with long black pants and slippers. but glad. cuz we were washing the tack, and my slippers got totally soaked. and they dried in 15min! whereas sandra still had damp shoes. hahahahahaahahahahaha. X)

okay. me is done with blogging abt today. still have lots of hw. blahh. >< lightning has been flashing the whole night. so scary. *shivers* quite pretty tho. hee. byeee.

HELP!!!!!!! panicks

2005-04-11T20:34:00.000-07:00

i know i said i wanted to lead worship soon...

BUT NOT SO SOON!!!

char wants me to lead worship for fotl tmr!!! ohfreak AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohno ohno ohno ohno ohno ohno ohno ohno ohno ohno.

im gng to mess up and die.
X(

blog abt sports fest tmr. right now, i have more pressing matters. like making sure i dont die so badly tmr. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lalalalalalalala.

2005-04-10T10:12:00.000-07:00

only crazy people like me are online at this time.

along with... *counts*
58 others.
haha.

demands information on festival of praise and sonicfest ASAP!!!!!!

shall dig it out of pheb tmr. hehehehehehehe. *evil laugh*

hillsong+delirious YAYYYY!!!!!!

did you feel the mountains tremble?

lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-10T06:35:00.000-07:00

blahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
which is weird, cuz i slept at 12mn last night. and woke up at 9am. which is 9h of slp. and the day before that, i slept 15h in the whole day. and usually im hyper with 6h of sleep. so weirdd.

woke up at 9am. got ready by 9.15am. and my SISTERS. sleep until dunno wad crap time. and no one in the whole house cared that i was practically repeating "im gng to be late im gng to be late im late im late im late im late im late" every second. and i cldnt go to church myself bcuz there's always the possibility that i'll get kidnapped or knocked down by a car and something bad will happen to me, never mind that im sec2 already and that im turning 14. and in case you didnt realise it, im DRIPPING with sarcasm. *glare*

yes im ranting.

so. the morning, was NOT good. which was why i seemed a little pissed off in church. yeah. was seriously uberly mad. so went to walk. and walked arnd inside the church. and finally went to the toilet to pray. since there's nowhere else quiet enough. yes. and felt much better. i must CONTROL! my anger. sigh.

worship was... i think it was quite good. but dun really know, since i was playing. and
I
DO
NOT
LIKE
TRANSITIONS.

-.-

messed up twice. both on the TRANSITIONS. yes. and the first time i messed up, after the song ended, first hil turned arnd [backup-ing] and said it was okay. then ben leaned over and told me that it was okay. hmm. am i that...? but thanks anyway.

went for lunch. with lyd hil tiff char. yup. and my hp got dipped into CHINGTNG. -.- and the four of us were eating, and halfway thru alrd, when i suddenly went:"someone's missing. where's charleen?" haha. she arh. still queueing. andden hil got a call from her math teacher. and while she was talking, tiffy and i were stealing her chingtng. haha.

we finished eating. then char came with her food. so we sat there and stared at her. haha. and she got abit freaked out. haha. so we went to buy dessert. actually tiff and i bought dessert. hil and lyd stole from us. X) lol.

dunno why i dun like jamming anymore. like, i will jam for 5min, then get bored and disappear. blahh. last time can jam for 3h ones. and still hyper. went down to the youth room, and sat beside the radio and killed my ears. i think im growing deafer by the day. ><

and that HILARY ARH. -.- dunno whether i want to kill her or dun want her to die. okay obvious question. of course i dun want her to die larh. but sometimes feel like strangling her. like today. haha. go read her blog. no wait. or dont. aiyah.

oh and i gave hil her reply this morning. and then sherlyn was trying to read it. and she said:"i see the word 'crushes'." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! cant stop laughing. X) we were talking abt something last night. super funny. and so wuliaos mann. haha!!! XD

okay. no school tmr! yay!! but no gb. *SOB* oh wells. forgot what time i hv to be at toapayoh liaos. go there with me, someone. ANYONE. if not i'll be bored to death, gng there myself.

OH FREAK. the internet connection has DIED on me. and i was receiving the new photomontage from sam. and she went out. and she wont be back til 8. so i wont be able to get it again til then!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! i am now pissed off again. i must not curse i must not curse i must calm down and not get mad. and thats better. blahhhhhhhhh. its goneeeeeeeeeee. sob. oh wells. i shall waittt. til she gets back.

lalala. fotl on tues!!!! yayy. byeeeee.

hug.

2005-04-09T20:11:00.000-07:00

today. has. been. a. crappy. day.

it all started when i woke up.
and then it went downhill from there.

except during band prac.
but im sure im gonna mess up tmr.

and thanks for the hug, hil. you didnt have to, but you did. so thanks. i needed it. :)

sometimes i wish i could just run away and never ever come back but then i would never see some people ever again and i wouldnt ever want that to happen. so i stay for them. and because i know i wouldnt be able to last outside for a week. i am a hopeless pathetic person.

was doing my jian bao on thursday night. [overdue. stupid.] and did on the article about the family dying but this was about how the friends of the boy reacted when they knew he died. yeah and i couldnt help thinking abt what would happen if the person who died was one of my close friends, or someone i know. and i just couldnt imagine some people dying. as in, i know they can. but if they did, there would be this big big big hole inside me which would never ever EVER again be filled and im really scared to have that happen.

yeah.

i know they probably wouldnt want me to be sad and all but i would so whatever you do, pleaseplease PLEASE dont die or leave me alone here, okay, you guys?

and this is so ironic because i just tagged on grace's blog 5min ago telling her she'd never ever be alone because she'd always have God.

:)

thank you God. for reminding me.

corporal's orders. X)

2005-04-09T10:30:00.000-07:00

morning!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got mad last night. after 3days.

scenario. michy's house. 11.30pm.
was getting ready to go sleeeeeeep. so. was going to do my qt.

and stayed in my room, where val was awake. and she was purposely being super noisy and irritating me, because she knew i was trying to do my qt. so i started ranting at her about how she's already p6 and shd be more mature and blah blah blah blah blah.

so i went to tiffy's room. [tiffy was in my mum's room, btw.] and was gng to start when val burst in again. grr.

so ran to my room and locked the door. *evil laugh* haha. yeah so was gng to start when my dad knocked the door. and demanded that i unlocked the door.

by this time i was super super super mad. because even though i LOOOOOOOOOVE noise [my mum says i destroy my ears listening to music the whole day. which is true.], when it comes to qt, im super super super particular abt having no noise. like, if im doing it in my room and my sis is reading, i can get irritated at the sound of the pages turning. yes i know thats unreasonable. but yeah.

so i went into the storeroom. my fave place. 11.45. hehehehehehe. and then i was still mad. so i prayed abt it. and then dunno why i just started crying. so weird. hmm. and i finally managed to do my qt!!!!!! haha. and another thing was. my dad was watching tv outside, and i could hear it from inside. rmb i said i was very particular abt noise? yeah budden i still was able to do my qt, and do it WELL. and i learnt alot. and talked to God alot too. thank you, God. :)

sadly tho, by the time i finished, it was 12.30. >< oops. sorrrry!!!! hopefully, you slept when i told you too. heeee.

and now gotta go for tuition. byebye.

have a good day, everyone. :)

zzzzzz.

2005-04-08T21:43:00.000-07:00

wheeeeeeeee. just took a 4h long nap. happy happy.

hahahaha LONGweekend. yayyss!!! monday sports fest tuesday fotl! but i have no idea where char's house is. ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! hmphhh.

lala. got letters todayyyyyyy. (: lala i think im sharing alot. yeah. and i dunno if i shd shut up. cuz its nice to share stuffies with someone. and finally find someone that i can sort of share this kinda stuff with. budden some stuff shd just be kept to myself. at least that's what i think. hmm must think about this.

love you nattay darling. *big hug* cheer up kayyyys. :) loves nattay forever!! ^^

feel like hugging alot of pp, lately. all the stressed out dying pp, and the pp who've been tres nice to me, and just for the sake of hugging. yayys. hugs are good.

i love this song. its my fave song in the whole of "united praise". whoots yeah.

did you feel the mountains tremble?
did you hear the oceans roar?
when the people rose to sing of
Jesus Christ the risen one

did you feel the people tremble?
did you hear the singers roar?
when the lost began to sing of
Jesus Christ the saving one

and we can see that God, You're moving
a mighty river throught the nations
and young and old will turn to Jesus
fling wide you heavenly gates
prepare the way of the risen Lord

open up the doors
and let the music play
let the streets resound with singing
songs that bring you hope
songs that bring you joy
dancers who dance upon injustice

do you hear the darkness tremble?
when all the saints turn in one song?
and all the streets form as one river
to wash away a brokenness

and we hear we see that God You're moving
a time of Judah is coming
and young and old will turn to Jesus
fling wide you heavenly gates
prepare the way of the risen Lord

open up the doors
and let the music play
let the streets resound with singing
songs that bring your hope
songs that bring you joy
dancers who dance upon injustice

:)

counsellor michy.

2005-04-07T22:23:00.000-07:00

rawr.
so many pp are stressedoutdepressedhurtconfusedalonetiredsickhelpless and i dunno what to do. cuz they're all close to me and im just dying trying to help all of them. but i still like to make pp feel happy. cuz when i do nice stuff, (hopefully) it makes pp feel better. and i like making pp feel better. yeah.

counsellor michy. wahaha. counsellor michy just got 2 new hillsong cds and is tres happy. byee.

apples. crunch.

2005-04-07T13:44:00.000-07:00

whee.
in the shaw lab now.
the imacs are confusing.
>< blahhh.
and computers like me. sandra spent 10 min trying to find internet explorer. then i clicked arnd n got it in 30 secs. hahaha. av reps. X)

but anyway. imacs are so confusing man. blahhhh. i like my windows xp just fine. and everything's gigantic. here, i mean. do they think we're blind? hmphh. im so insulted!! lol.

still superly hyper. haha. and happy. but my feet hurt and my toe is squashed because of acp. which wasnt that bad but wasnt that good either. quite okay larh, considering the amt of practise [or lack therof] we had. heh. hostessing is funn. ^^

okay. shall be guai-ded and go find stuffies on heritage fest. byeeee.

dieeeeeeee acppppppppppp.

2005-04-07T00:33:00.000-07:00

im so forgetful larh.

just now, finished the ads thing. then was so happy, bouncing all the way back to my room.

then suddenly remembered: "AHHHH ACP!!!!!!!!!!"

and guess what? i havent burned the cds yet larh. blahhhh. so now im sitting here, frantically burning and copying cds, and choosing songs and taking note of timings at the same time.

haha. quite fun tho. my music job super fun. and quite slack. except for the finding of cd-donaters. THAT was ><. thanks to livvy and yingxi for providing me with all the cds. you guys rockeths. ^^
and i managed to spoil the slackest part of it, which was listening to the music. cuz i forgot abt it til the night before the rehearsal, and was like listening to 3cds at a time, and seeing if they were slow or fast. and if they were fast, i immediately skipped them. so, didnt get to hear alot of them fully. blahhh.

3 more cds to go. then to start burning selected songs into the two cds. for the skit and for the "mingling". *suddenly thinks of camp. lol.* wheeeeeeeeee. okay. byeee!

get off the com, michy!

2005-04-06T21:48:00.000-07:00

ahhh wad am i doing here???!!!
hmm.
fine. shall slack for 5min. plus the past 5min tt i sort of blog surfed, that equals to 10min.

oh yeah.
i got 2stars for my english short story!!!!!!!!! YAYYY!!!! haha and she said my story was an "'angsty romantic story". LOL. i delight in writing angst. hehehehehehe.
and i got 10/12 for geog quiz! ^^!!!!!!!!! and it was a surprise quiz somemores. aka i didnt study for it. and i managed to get 10/12!!!! happy!!!

and read hil's blog just now. sha said i 'inspired' her not to get angry when she got booked, cuz i wasnt mad when i got booked. and she smiled at the prefect. X) sort of reminds me of my class. smiling and waving and saying BYEEEEE to the prefects after every spotcheck. and they all look at us like we're nuts. hahaha.

actually i wonder why i didnt get mad larh.
a) i've been DESPERATELY trying not to get booked the whole year. i've been wearing rgs socks. and not rolling up my culottes that much.
b) i dun really like mrs see in the first place. so if she booked me, it makes sense tt i'd be super pissed at her.
c) now tt i've gotten booked, it GREATLY lowers my chances of becoming a psl. sob.
d) teacher's booking. for all i know, im gonna get a DC slip. hopefully not.

see? i SHOULD have been superly pissed and annoyed and mad the whole day and probably ranting abt her in my notebook, like sandra was. [she got booked too.] but i was SMILING at her after that. haha. and i really was HAPPY. not faking it. SO WEIRDED.

which means that i AM improving in terms of controlling my temper. [anger management LOL.] YAYY!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. okay. 5min up. byebye. [i feel guiaded and hardworking man.]

titleless.

2005-04-06T20:01:00.000-07:00

i shall blog as much as i can in 15 min. for i WILL start my hw by 8pm.

no more procrastination!!!!!

today tried to practise peace patience self control. and i am proud to say that i didnt get mad/pissed the whole day. whooooooots. just that my mood today a bit xiao. keep gng up down up down up down.

pe: ran 4 rounds. x.X at least wont die so can for napfa. badminton... LAST LESSON!!! got proficiency!!! yayy! we're starting bball next wk!!!!! ^^!!!!!!!!!! but then NO MRS WEE. so sad hors. get the funny "shotput" guy. [113'04 joke...] blahh. oh well. love bball!!! <333

eng: she forgot again!!! but at least she didnt take away our recess. and i got BOOKED. at LAST. [do i sound like i WANTED to be? well, i didnt.] i guess it was my fault tho. didnt hand up my eng. x.X when i told hil i got booked she said:"you got booked? you so guai, how can you get booked??" LOL. but luckily she [mrs see] thinks im guai. haha. as in, she doesnt think im an evil person who always doesnt hand things up. which is good. in a sense. got a letter from hil! and replied her. wahahahahaha.

recess: skipped recess and stayed in class. dressed up in funky scarves and funky earrings and funky bangles. whoots yayy! nattay and i were having such WILD time. haha. and SHE SAID I LOOKED LIKE A CUCUMBER!!! @.@ but that was with a green scarf over my head, tho. haha. larry the cucumber!!! got a letter from lydia and a letter from jan!!! haha after reading lyd's letter i got half excited and half disappointed. and proceed to scrawl "rawr" on the chalkboard. X)

math: okay larh. wasnt exactly listening. fine i wasnt listening at all. >< got my reply from hil!

science: i wasnt paying attention. >< writing replies to hil and lyd and jan. and she stand there and talk talk talk for 45min, andden livvy taught me the whole thing in 5min larh. diao. radicals! haha. yup that was wad we were learning.

geog: i paid attention! but only bcuz i like geog, and i like mrs mohd. and because i replied all my letters alrd. mrs mohd's handwriting is... blahhed larh. haha. absolutely crap. like every 5min, someone will ask:"umm, mrs mohd, whats the word beside...?" haha. but somehow, i manage to read it! maybe cuz my handwriting's only slightly better than her's. haha.

lunch: hehehehehe. talked with lydia abt a "forbidden subject". lol. the thing that was making me excited/disappointed in her letter. and then she freaked me out. shall not say. :X gb room's soo cleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.

band: ahaha so fun manns!!! first part jess and nic and i were outside practising. [haha we're so GUAI.] andden went in to help elisa with some admin stuffies. [lol.] then, we sort of slacked for a while. and we taught ourselves scotch on the rock!!! whoots we rock larhh!!! X) haha. none of the seniors helping us! and we did it! haha yay! andden mdm kour took us. AND MS LEOW WANTS THE 3 OF US TO PIPE IN A GOH FOR HERITAGE TRAIL IN JULY. omgosh freak out man. 3 of us as in nic jess and me larh. AHH!!!!! we can hardly even make a SOUND on the pipes larh. x.X diediediediedie. blahh.

after: found junli and phoebe in the gb room helping tiddy and rowena with their drumming. found lydia too. so when nic went to buy coke-in-a-plastic-bag, we talked more abt the forbidden subject. hee. and IM A WALKING SITTING DISASTER!!! >< hee. sry lydiaa!!!!!! shall not say. was a sticky experience. haha. i LOVE BRIGADEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay yay yay!!! i predict that nicole will definitely be in gb exco 07. as either a chair, gideon head, or pipe head. hehehehehehe. and zoe too! yupyup. and grace. the enthu peeps. lol.

oops. and its 8.00 liaoss. byeeeeeee!!!!

lagoon de la squid!

2005-04-05T21:12:00.000-07:00

wheee.
forgot to add something for yesterday.
during sp&d, lintong drew this SO CUTE CUTE CUTE picture!!! called lagoon de la squid!
and there was a nice blur squid there!! haha ME!!!! yes. im in lovee with it. ^^ so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

hmmm. today. abit the siann. >< and i officially cannot stand english. ARGHH. how can ONE PERSON kill a 4 year love of english/lit?????!!!! it is NOT possible!!!! GAHH. i will not curse. i will not curse. i will not curse. i will not curse. i. will. not. curse. *calms down*

SL was fun. ^^ we took out the tack. then we put them back in again. then we cleaned up the equipment room. there was a DEAD ROTTING LIZARD inside!!!!! eww. >< BRAVE PEIRU! the guy picked it up and threw it away for us. and peiru cleaned it up! maggots and all. brave peiru. my hero!!! LOL! haha. X) anyway, we did a pretty good job. whooots! then, we fed the horsies apples! then we went back. yayy.

okay. must go. homework. got a new perf task todayy!!! >< blahh. byee.

light.

2005-04-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

peace patience self-control.

living as children of light.

"'in your anger do not sin': do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold." ephesians 4:26-27

"do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen." ephesians 4:29

"get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with any form of malice. be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as in Christ God forgave you." ephesians 4:31-32

"you are the light of the world. a city on a hill cannot be hidden. neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. instead they put it on its stand. and it gives light to everyone in the house. in the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven." matthew 5:14-16

"when jesus spoke again to the people, he said 'i am the light of the world. whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." john 8:12

"you are my lamp, o Lord; the Lord turns my darkness into light." 2 samuel 22:29

"send forth your light and your truth, let them guide me; let them bring me to your holy mountain, to the place where you dwell." psalm 43:3

"your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path." psalm 119

"but you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light." 1 peter 2:9

"anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness." 1 john 2:9

help me.

oomph.

2005-04-04T20:11:00.000-07:00

hello.
gb today!
^^
the rest of the day not interesting ones. blahh. so. shall skip to gb! hahahahahahaha.

mmm. uniform. so crappy mans. i thot i didnt bring my cap larh! like zoe was telling me there were 9 things to check off. and she was like "uniform, belt, haversack, tie, tie pin, nametag, boots, socks." and then she said "and the ninth one's the cap." O.O i ran alllllllll the way back to j blk. and horror! cldnt find my cap!!!!!!!!!! so i ran to the gb room and started searching frantically for a cap. and i found a cap! haha. so went back to j blk and went to change, andden realised that my cap was hidden inside my uniform. -.- diaos.

oh yes. the gb room's SO CLEEEEEEEEEEEAN!!!!!!!!! *loves phileo*

mmm. wad else. oh worship today was good. we repeated songs lotsa lotsa times, so there was a nice atmosphere. ^^ budden just before tt we got scolded, so a bit hard to worship at first. it was good anyway! haha.

andden we did some thing for enrolment, for the congregation. write encouraging verses on a small piece of paper. like a bkmark liddats. and i was sitting with rachel lydia charissa[tang] hilary. haha so funny. like lydia was only writing "be holy because i am holy", or something. and hilary was writing salt and light. and rachel was finding verses that. uhh. weren't exactly encouraging. ["jesus wept." LOL.] haha. but was so fun! ^^

JUNLI CAME JUNLI CAME JUNLI CAME!!!!!!! hahahaha. havent seen her in such a loooooooooong time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! miss her!!!!!! [awwwwwww. haha.] sighsigh cuz of odac, she doesnt come for gb very often. sadd. oh well. she's coming for enrolment! ^^ yayys! haha.

hil says im very dao-able!!!! am i very dao-able? what IS dao-ability? so weirrded. dun wanna be dao lehss. tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. so i wont be daoed. haha. and i think i was very very irritating in sec1. oops. >< hopefully, i have changed! hahahaha. lol.

sigh. have a headache!!! how can standing in the rain for 1min make you fall sick again? it is not possible!!!!! hmphh. oh yes. today, the sky was nice and dark and grey and the whole school was dark and gloomy-ish. so nice!!!!! haha. i like days liddat. cuz its really quiet-ish and nice. ^^

okay. shall go eat dinner. then go do hw. blahhh. bye.

oh dear.

2005-04-03T21:58:00.000-07:00

i am doing my chem 'quiz'.
correction:
TRYING to do it.

i have decided that i need HELP for CHEM!!!!!!!!

this happens when one only listens to 50% of the lesson, or only remembers 50% of the lesson. or less than that.

like.

how on earth am i supposed to tell if an atom is a metal by the electron configuration?
and what is a diatomic molecule? [i distincly remember this. sort of.]
and how am i supposed to tell what element is a noble gas [what's a noble gas in the first place????] and a grp 1 metal [AGAIN the metal thing.] from the electronic structure?

and whats an isotope? [for the past 10 wks, mrs tan has NOT been able to explain this thing properly.]

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!! kill me now and get it over and done with.
kabish.
i. want. dr. slatter.
rawr.

anyone willing to conduct chem remedial?

oh dear oh dear.

2005-04-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

oh no.
so many people are stressing out!
my seniors.
my juniors.
my yearmates.

><

dun stress out peeps! and dun fall sick!

michy loves you all. yups lots lots lots. so take care. :)

and i'll be praying for all of you. God will always carry you through! yayy! He's always there for us, always have, and always will. praise God! :)

*big hug* michy likes hugs. so, hug michy. and besides, michy believes that hugs help people cheer up. so yes. HAHA. *hug*

<3 michy

i am a lazy procrastinator.

2005-04-02T20:43:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!
i have SO MUCH homework.
and so many perf tasks. and wuliao projects which only take up our time. bleagh. so stupid.

and i keep procrastinating!!!!!!!!! GAHH. what a bad habit. wanted to wake up at 7 to do my hw today. budden ystrday was msging sandra, and lazy to go turn on my alarm clock. then sadnra took so long to reply that i fell asleep. poot you. so today i woke up at 10.30 larhs. andden tuition at 11.30. so had no time to do hw. blahhh.

and this morning i got very pissed off. and was feeling like cursing. so i took out my hp and started typing "i must not curse. i must not curse. i must not curse. i must not curse. i must. not. curse. i must not even think abt cursing. i must not not not not not." and it worked. by the time i finished, didnt feel like cursing anymore. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. my mantra. haha.

hmm whens napfa? i think i will die for 2.4. and standing broad jump. bleagh. so im short. rawr. *mopes* hopefully my stamina is better after mrs wee made us run 3 rounds for warmup each lesson. and now she's increasing it to four. *faints* oh well. if i can handle 4, two more wont kill me. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

okay. shall not procrastinate. sob should i stay back in church tmr? i really shouldnt. but i love too! its so fun. ahhhhh! to stay or not to stay! okay lah. if the band is jamming tmr, i will stay. but if not then shall go home. its gonna be soo hard to keep that man. blahhh.

tata.

april fooooooooools.

2005-04-01T20:47:00.000-08:00

and i just got pranked.
by.......................
who else?

hilary lim hui en.

lol!
you arh! using your junior's care and concern for her seniors to prank her!!! tsk tsk tsk. LOL. haha.

X) happy april fools everyone!

like, everyone's acting, like, you know, bimbotic.

2005-04-01T20:23:00.000-08:00

everyone's acting like a BIMBOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like, TOTALLY. *giggle*

LOL.
whateverr. haha. X)
this is amusing.

found more nicenice fanfics to read!!!!!!!!! yayy. and i havent updated since. umm. centuries ago. yeahhhhh. lol. and i still need to think of a oneshot to write to repay zeggy, who FINALLY wrote something other than HP, for once. so according to liv, i must write something other than AP.

i've been making shirt designs lately. haha. made 2.5 so far. haha cuz two are more or less fully planned, and the other's only done on the front. and i think i shd stop making designs cuz if not i'll get carried away and go and print them and then my wallet will be SO MUCH LIGHTER. and if i DUN print them, i'll feel like its so ke xi. sigh. but it's so fun!!! yayy!!!

i miss junli!!! sighh havent seen my hyper crazy nice nice wonderful senior in AGESSSS!!! *mopes* rawr. oh well. if you see this!!! here's a BIG HUG to you! *hug* for being such a wonderful senior. and PLEASE come back when you have the time yeahh? we all miss youu!!! lots of love, THE squish. haha. X)

hmmm. gave hil a lift back today. she seems to dislike it when i listen to my walkman. haha. X) and i stupidly let her know how to use the hold thing on my walkman. it was so amusing when she was pressing all the buttons and only the "hold" sign came out. then she pulled out the headphones. -.- lol.

and i was killing my ears today. turned up planet shakers really really loud and listened on the way home. [or at least at good as i could, with hilary pulling out the headphones from my ears every 2 minutes. lol.] and then on the way back from white sands juz now, fell asleep, with planet shakers blasting into my ears. and because it was up so loud, and i was asleep, i didnt hear when my mum called me to wake up, and then she opened the door and i nearly fell out of the car. -________________-

lalala. wad else to write. im feeling really lazy today. think i shall sleep early. as in, before 11. yeah, thats early for me. and i shall wake up at 8 tmr and do hw. im soooooooo looking forward to that. kabish. or maybe i'll umm. realise that the com is more impt! or.... the guit! the piano! the chanter! haha. okayokay. shall TRY not to sidetrack. if not, i'll seriously die. x.X

and im an alien from outer space. correction. a bimbo alien.

haha.

happy april fools everyone.

tata.

wobbly squishy lime green flourescent jelly.

2005-03-31T20:26:00.000-08:00

h-e-e-l-l-o-o-o.
i feel like jelly.
wobbly squishy lime green flourescent jelly.
dun like the cough medicine. it doesnt make me drowsy.
just makes me feel like a jelly.
kabish.

i love my neww seat!!! *BIG turnaround*
have sandra and livvy! beside me.
and tong's behind me!!! haha YAY this so rocks lorhs.
plus none of teachers stay at the teacher's table very long. they like to walk round the class instead.
and I HAVE SAND AND LIV AND TONG!! yayyy.
^^

i have decided that doing stuff to your hair/specs makes you go abit nuts.
hil came over to my class today during lunch and suddenly asked:"how do you act bimbo?"

O.O''

LOL. andden after that i couldnt stop laughing. so funny. cuz she was trying to act bimbo. and umm. not really succeeding. haha. thanks tho, hil. cuz i was feeling super lousy before that. and after that i became hyper again. ^^ so thankss!!!

hmm. was msging di just now. andden realised that i feel so out of *name*'s life already. last time always noe every single itty bitty thing abt *name*. but i havent msged *name* since the beginning of the year i think. i think it was my fault, tt things became like this. but now im scared to change them back. great. wonderful. sandrrraaaaa! heeeeeeeeeeeeeelp.

cheer up michy. guit was fun. as usual. nearly squealed when i stepped into the class larh. cuz on the length of one wall there were ELECTRIC GUITS!!!!! yamaha has electric guit classes now. but they're all on sunday. kabish. i want to learn more instruments! now, i know the:
- piano
- guit
- bass
- drums
- recorder [LOL.]
- chanter
- guzheng [but im SUPER rusty]

now, i want to learn. hmm. flute! master the PIPES. learn... saxophone? clarinet? haha. i am an overly ambitious person. but i think it will be fun!

okay. got lotsa hw. and shall try to sleep early tonight so will get well. byee everyone! take caree kayys.

<3 and God bless,
michy

ah-choo.

2005-03-30T19:57:00.000-08:00

being sick is SO not fun.

yesterday sandra said i looked sick. i said i felt sick. so, when we reached the RDA, for SL, i took my temperature[HAHA yes i have a thermometer in my bag. the same one from p5. lol.] and found out i had a fever of 38.3 C.

let's just say SL wasnt exactly good. hey, you try cleaning two saddles when your head is pounding like crazy and you keep sneezing every few minutes. and when we finished, took my temp again. 38.4 C.

so happy sands dad sent me back. so. went back at 6.45. fell asleep. woke up at 5am this morning. which proves that i cannot sleep for more than 10h, even when im sick. had a very bad nightmare. dun ever want to talk abt it. EVER.

so now, i have:
- a slight fever
- a running nose
- a cold
- a cough
- a sore throat
- basically, i think i have flu.

this isnt fair. i had flu just... 3 weeks ago. *scowls*

and do you know how irritating it is when you have to blow your nose every 5min and when you sneeze at least 3times in a row at least once per period? AND when the aircon is ALWAYS ON. *glares* and when your throat is just dying and itchy and you HAVE to cough. and im glad my mum decided to buy 20 of my t-issue packets. cuz i will need them. i used up 2 today larh.

well, at least i get out of running!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHA. not that i hate running. i dun mind it. but i think if i ran today i wld have died on the track. x.X yeah. so, i only had to WALK ONE round. so happy. X)

today was basically quite good. was unusually hyper at recess. was greeting seniors uber hyperly. like:"HI VAL! HI HIL! HI YINGHAN!" etcetcetc. lol.

maths. ARGHH GONNA KILL RI. they made this STUPID maths wksht on grids/etc. and you sort of connect the points. and you get a rocket. with the letters "USA" on it. -.-'' i gave it two names: 1)"Kill RI." 2) "The test for patience. Or, the lack of it." SERIOUSLY! i was nearly going to scream after the first 5 coordinates. cuz by that time, i had erased the paper like, 7 times. >< BLEAGH. but was abit funny. later laughing at myself for my lack of patience. lol.

except english was SUPER LOUSY. i officially declare that i CANNOT STAND MRS SEE. ARGH. i was ranting in my notebook. sort of. then after 3 sentences i realised i was starting to bitch. >< so i stopped, and went onto another subj.

i think the fever fried part of my brain. becky said i sounded delirious. i think I sounded delirious. was giggling nonstop. and ranting[in a crazy way] randomly abt various subjects. like burning down ri. LOL. and was like hyper the whole dayy. haha.

geog was GREAT. as usual. MRS MOHD SO ROCKS! ^^!!! she's a GREAT teacher larh. and she's also super nice lorhs. so glad that i got her for both sec1 and 2. if i get her next yr, i'll scream in joy. haha YES. i've decided that i will take geog in sec3. whooo! now i have NO IDEA. what subj i wanna take in sec3.

in the beginnning of sec1: wanna take trip sci lit.
in the middle of sec1: decided that physics was only good for sleeping in. and that geog was fun. contemplated geog lit chem bio.
now: i have seriously no idea larh. im def gonna take geog and lit[for mrs shum and sthildas. and simply bcuz i love it.]. and prob chem. [even tho sometimes i really cannot stand mrs tan.] but see. this yr, my hist results have been quite good[surprisingly]. and i still think bio is fun. [but if i DO take bio and get mr soh next yr, i will SCREAM. and NOT in joy, this time.]
so, for all i know, i might end up taking trip humans chem/bio next yr. funny. always thought myself as more of a science person. not a humans person. haha. X)

pipes was super slack todayy larh. cuz the sec1s were SUPPOSED to get their chanters. but they DIDNT. and mdm kour didnt come either. so. for the first part, nic and i practised our tunes. then, we got allocated our grps. [im in glasgow! waha.] and then we sat in 104 slacking. then since we cldnt do anything, the post sec girls went to teach the sec1s their enrolment item. haha they are so cute. and i was hyper. everytime one of the post sec girls asked something like:"who knows the song/who wants to volunteer/etc", i would go hyper and go:"mee!!!!!!! memememememe!!" haha. OH. and MAYANNE WAS PLAYING PLANETSHAKERS. ON THE SPEAKERS. *hyper* i went nutss. and vic was telling me and nic to prac then. and since i was getting distracted by the music [YES i CAN sing and play the chanter at the same time!!!! what do you mean you dont believe me????!!!!], vic finally dragged me[and the rest of the sec1s] [and nic] to 104.

andden. last part of pipes wasnt that good. vic and elisa sort of gave the sec1s a lecture. mmm. abt respect. and they chased nicole out. and didnt let me say anything. just sit there and look/act dao/stern. which was good. cuz i think i would have started ranting or something, and scolding the sec1s. cuz i was abit mad at them. yeahh. but anyway. sat there. watched as vic and elisa talked to the sec1s. really hope that they got it. cuz *name* cannot take it anymore. and i lovee *name*. *huggles* and i dun like scolding sec1s. cuz i think they're cute. although i DID decide today that being tortured by juniors will be a horrible way to die, as it will be slow and painful. heh.

i have decided that sec3s are super stressed. like, all my seniors are acting umm. weirdly. o.O yeah. so. destress!!!! dun stress out til you get sick. [IT. IS. SO. NOT. FUN.] mmm. LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *big group hug*

okay. shall go do ACP. RAWR. *hisses* and i havent got the jap and malay script yet larh. how to do the music. and im in charge of: music. getting food. indian costume for hostessing. argh. why cant i for ONCE. force myself to NOT do anything? cuz i just end up getting really BLEAGHHED and stressed out over it. and i can only blame myself for being hyper and volunteering in the first place. *scowls at own stupidity* oh well. one thing i DUN regret volunteering for today. play the BASS! for enrolment service. sort of volunteered larh. now we need a DRUMMER. *ahemHIL!ahem* haha.

okay. byeee.

wheeeee!!!!!!!!

2005-03-28T20:10:00.000-08:00

yay!
today's been uberly good.

- i got 10 LETTERS!!!!!!!!! ^^
- I GOT 13/15 FOR HISTORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- found my walkman yesterday night!!! [AT LAST]
- there was BRIGADE today!!!!!!!!!!! YAYYYY!!!!!!!!!

^^!!!

so fun hor. haha.
oh during lunch, hil and i were practising for worship. then we decided to swap, as in, she play the piano, and i play the guitar. and then she said she was rusty on the keyboard so we swapped back again. and then we decided to swap AGAIN. and when we carried the stuff over, we decided to swap back to the original arrangement, me on the keyboard and her on the guit. lol.

ms wong! hahaha she looks so... un-ms wong. haha. but looks nice. ^^ of course! she's a levite!! LOL. ^^ worship was... ><. i messed up abit. maybe more than abit. yeahh. but i like the songs. ^^ nice songs. levites provided NICE FOOD! haha. and im officially ADDICTED to potatoes mann. lol.

oh and during the camp appreciation thing we had to write something to everyone in our grp. whee i love grace! graces! grace zhang and grace lum! haha apparently gracelum thinks im really mature. ^^ yayyy. i think gracelum is super nice larh. plus she looks so dao/quiet, but she can be really crazy at times. haha. its super ke3 xi1 when you only start knowing your seniors well when they hav eonly a year left in gb. *sadd* at least its better than not knowing them at all. hmm. hope they all come back in jc!!! im definitely coming back. but rjc has ARCHERY. *ahhhhhhh!!!!* i wantt!! but i think its on monday. ka-bish.

ohh and dot said she never realised how small i was, until today. LOL. haha. X) wanna get to know dot better. i think she's really nice. just looks dao only.

ARGHH ENROLMENT'S ON A SUNDAY. *sob* 17 april. and guess what? IM SCHEDULED TO PLAY ON 17 APRIL.
-.-
KA-BISH!!!!!!!!!!
now, i have to SWAP. and find someone to SWAP with. but the only other people playing in april are sherlyn(ruth) and charleen(hil). and i dun want to swap with sherlyn ard, cuz the last time i swapped with her, andden she didnt get to play, in the end. and for char, hil's helping her and singing backup too. so if i swap, then will sort of mess up the backup singers. and i am NOT good enough to help char. noooooooooooooooo. NONONONONONONONONONONONONO. do not even THINK abt it.

sooooooooo. how. bleagh. oh well. NOTHING CAN SPOIL MY GOOD MOOD TODAYY!!! ^^!!! happy mann. *studies schedule* ack playing for main during may. oooh but playing with hil. so maybe not so bad. backup-ing... once. with josh. hmm. yay i like looking at the schedule. haha. so weird right. when i got jan-march's schedule, i was studying it for a week after that. LOL.

okay. shall go. take my quiz!!!!

letters! write to me. =^^= byee!

hello.

2005-03-28T11:33:00.000-08:00

whee.
spd now.
sam and i just crapped one hour worth of 'why camp is so fun'.

oops. class over. byee. X)

GB LATER YAYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!

2005-03-27T16:50:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeee!!!!!
HAPPY EASTER!!!!!
hyper man!!! today has been great.

woke up at 6am. dragged myself to church at 7.15am.
look into hall: empty.
go to youth room: janying coming out
so, the both of us sat in the hall and waited and waited and waited for everyone to come.
to quote janying:"7.15am my ass."
lol.
and we waited and waited.
and finally at 7.30 sam came.
and i think everyone else came at arnd 7.45.
ka-bish.

hmmm. i think i played okay. for one thing, the clavi was loud, so you cldnt really hear me on the grand. yeah but i didnt mess up much, i think. and i was only nervous just before we went up to play. after that it was good. yayy. and the backup singers were jumping!!! haha. couldnt really see from behind the grand[yah lah. short lah.], but my dad was taping it. so later shall go see!!! ahahahahaha. i think worship as a whole went quite well. yayy!! ^^ good.

finish playing. run to the toilet. change. haha today hil and i so busy. i playing, she singing, we both dancing. wait for our turn to dance. i like the papuri dancers. so nice!!!!!! and i love that song too. amazing love. then. AHH! our turn. hmmmm. were we okay? cuz we had like very very little practise. but i think it wasnt that bad. yayy! ^^

went up after lunch to the chinese hall to prac for tmr. try playing 'for you alone' while wenqiang's smashing on the drums just a metre away. ><" then some of us jammed for a while. budden got bored. cuz you put wenqiang and josh and bryan together and you get very very very crazy music. and i wanted to prac my slow songs. so went down.

sat in youth room and listened to planet shakers!!!! ^^!!! haha and hil and i were sort of wrestling over a piece of paper. cuz i refused to let her see it. shall put it somewhere at home. safe. heeheehee. made a list of pp to thank during tmr's post camp celebs. dunno if i shd go up and talk. or just write notes. hmm. cuz i have stage fright. budden im a camp comm-er! so i shd help by being more enthu. aiyah. wait and see. ^^

haha im happy. hil's enthu abt gb!!! yayy!!!!!!! ^^ she was like:"tomorrow got gb. YAY!!!" haha. dunno why this yr, keep feeling that i wldnt mind being in heralds. so weird. it wasnt even one of my 3 squad choices last yr lorh. i think its gracie lah. she made alot of plans for the gb board and all. last time i used to think of heralds as very dead [no offense], but now its like have lotsa lotsa stuff to do. haha. hil says she wants to be trained as a worship leader by ms wong. yay! heralds levites heralds levites wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

now its my turn to be hyper. YAY THERE'S GB TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha i lovee brigade!!! so fun!! ^^ plus there's no drill tmr! haha so dun need to bring boots and shorts. not that i dun like drill. but less stuff to carry. haha. hmm is there gb on wednesday? yay hope so!!! *LEVITES YAY* gonna play for fishy tmr. i feel like bringing my guit to sch tmr. for the fun of it. shd i?

talking to emily and stella on msn now. i love my juniors! they're all so hyper and cute. and THEY LIKE LETTERS! AND WRITING THEM. hahahahahahahaha!! for some reason i think of 2003's youth camp. abt the love language thing. i remember my love language was gift giving. haha i like receiving and giving gifts. maybe that's why i love letters. yayy! sooo. *HINT* write me letters! yayy.

okay. done with blogging. shall go find out what other crappy hw i havent done[bet there's ALOT. there isnt even SUPPOSED to be hol hw larh. ka-bish.], and go prac for tmr! yayy. byeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

chiobu senior ahahahahahaha!!!!!!

2005-03-25T16:24:00.000-08:00

i have a chiobu senior!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
X)
haha.
suddenly, poof. i have a chiobu senior.
scary man.
HAHA.
no lah. good. chiobu snr looks good. ^^
just dun neglect me, with ur newfound fame.
[i guess u can all tell that im really really hyper. hehehehehehehe.]

lol. planet shakers is blasting on the radio. yayy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ka-bish is my new favourite word. hehehehehehe.
ka-BISH!
KA-bish!
KA-BISH!

CHIOBU SENIOR HAHAHAHAHAHA. X)

[edit]
i made a quiz! go take it! some questions are hard. some are easy. oh well. GO TAKE IT!!!

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/takequiz.php?quizname=050325041220-955000

heeeee.

[edit]
i love my Lord.

http://hechosethenails.net

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2005-03-24T21:42:00.000-08:00

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BLAH.

rawr.
planet shakers yay.

todayy. went to guang jie with sandra.
we GOT LOST in the science centre. -.-'' so took half an hour to find our way out.
walkwalkwalkwalk to the mrt station. got sidetracked a few times.

went allllllll the way to orchard. to eat lunch at subway. so cold mann. my fingers turned purple. saw charissa tang and valtan! who said hi to valtan. ^^

then walked arnd far east plaza. cuz sandra was trying to find one of the fake livestrong bands that says player on it. cuz mike asked her to buy it. and she dragged me into each 77th street shop. 3 of them. and into other shops that she thought might have them. alot of them. and in the end, i found them. at ice lemon tee. and i bought a red livestrong band. and a multi coloured one tt says strength. i definitely have the high S side for making desicions. i took 15 min standing there deciding which bands to buy.

neosssssssssssss!!!!!!! so funny lah. was a bit disastrous but still fun. talked lotsa lotsa crap with her on the way back. yayyy. love sandra. *hug*

now. shall. what shall i do. do homework. stress. practise guitar. stress. do crappy acp. stress. practise dance. stress. PRACTISE PIANO. stress like mad. whoopee. agenda for whats left of tonight: stress. im so excited.

titleless. again.

2005-03-23T22:18:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeeee grace lum, you rock!!!!
the gbcamp website is sooooooo cool!!!!!!!!!!!!
you can go find it under my links.

*hyper*

now on to more serious stuffies.
are you mad at me?
dunno lah. read your blog. and dunno if you're mad at me.
><"
anyway.
dont be mad.
mad = not good.
which is why i decided not to carry out my plan.
mmhmm. good.

hmmmmmmmm.

2005-03-22T22:35:00.000-08:00

omgosh.
samtang. you ROCK siaa.
she's made this amazing montage of the gb camp pics.
with music provided by the wonderful ME!!!!!!!! wahahahahahahaha!
im glad. i've bonded alot more with sam this camp. haha yes. which is weird since
a) we're not in the same grp
b) we're not in the same squad
c) by the time lyd and i come back each night, she's usually sleeping
d) she wakes me up at unearthly times every morning and thusly i shd be whacking her for depriving me of my darling SLEEEEEEP.
haha. but YES. i personally think we're closer. yay! which is good, duh. but sam. PLEASEEE. getting hugged from the back is freakky. yes.

anyway.
hmmmmmmmm. was a bit pissed. and crazy. and tired. and achey. and bleaghh this morning.
so i made this decision.
and i dunno if i will carry it out.
see.
stuff that goes against me carrying out my sort-of-evil-but-still-slightly-evil-tho-i-dun-think-the-person-will-really-care. but that's beside the point:

-"honour your father and mother" [no, im not gng to like, steal from my parents or something. love them too much.]
-"love thy neighbour"
-"two wrongs do not make a right" from my battle field tour person.
-and finally. my famous anger verse. tha im trying DESPERATELY to follow. but sometimes it can be soooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard.

yes. so. i dunno if i shd carry out my plan. cuz its quite stupid anyway. and i highly doubt it will last beyond friday. and as i said earlier, i dun really think the person will care. sounds evil. haha. i shall see tmr morning if im in a better mood.

what does it mean when my favourite place in the whole battlefield tour was the cemetary?

YAYY!

2005-03-21T22:26:00.000-08:00

YAYY. my dad just officially gave me his guitar!!!
^^!!! so happy!!!!!!!!

what does it mean when you can drink 1/3 can of red bull and not feel hyper?? hmmmmm.

HYPER. VERY.

2005-03-20T23:13:00.000-08:00

okay.
how shall i start?

THE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN SO GREAT.
and that's the BIGGEST understatement of the YEAR. of the MILLENIUM.
they have SO TOTALLY ROCKED. ABSOLUTELY.

okay. i shall calm down. and go through everything s l o w l y and methodolically. i think thats wrong. methodically? oh well. you know what i mean. X) it is now 5pm.

GBCAMP!
16march-day1.
dragged myself to world trade centre at 7.30. yes, i was one of the crazy pp who went there so early. ^^ my mum made me eat breakfast at delifrance. which was umm. 1/4 of a baguette. X) anyway. went arnd looking for my grp. and roomates. oh and they thought they lost my passport. scary. AND MY SCRUNCHIE GOT STOLEN. *glare* by hilary. who else?
left for the penguin pride. yes, that's a boat. -.- was protecting my guitar all thruout customs. hehe YES i brought it. gave up on the keyboard. i think i would have DIED if i had brought it.
anyway. I HATE FERRY RIDES. ><" i got terrible seasickness. so i went to sleep. and woke up veryvery dead.
reached the hotel. okay. we went in, and proceeded to go: "OHMIGOSH." yes. or at least i did. X) it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo WOW. haha. went to the piano lounge. oh yes, my grp was grp6.
grace lum [leader and only sec4][and a WONDERFUL person]
elita [only sec3, LEVITE! queen of WHATEVER. LOL! ^^!!!]
me! [only sec2]
avril lee [mortal!]
claudia chong [incredibly sweet roommate]
emily choong [THE hyper one. lol!]
jan ngiam [the hyper dot-lookalike. sort of. X)]
wong su jin [nicenice quiet girl.]
got 'assigned' our postsec pp and adults. or maybe its the other way round. the postsec pp and the adults got assigned their grps. haha. we got PHOEBE. and MS WONG. WHOOTS YEAH. that was SO GREAT. X) really.
went to our rooms. that was nice. one living room, one main bedroom with a king sized bed and attached toilet. another room with two single beds joined together. and a toilet. my room was 4403. which means blk 4, level 4, room 3. all the gb people were either in blk 4 or blk 1. which for some weird reason, are beside each other. hm. lydia and i took the main room. sam and claudia took the other! which is a good arrangement since both lyd and i are campcomm members, so we can come back late and not disturb the other two.
hm. memorable stuff abt the first day. *thinks* OH WORSHIP WAS GREAT. really. i learned ALOT. and grew alot as well. these few days have been really wonderful in terms of worship. i think it was also alot because of ms wong's devotion just before. she was challenging us to worship. i was really touched by the worship. i was crying. i think it was the song "here i am to worship", that really touched me. "light of the world, You stepped down into darkness". He gave up SO much. i cant even begin to express how much i love Him. and im not gng to try cuz i think i would just mess it all up, totally. anyway. i learned, that i dont have to be in the worship team to serve God specially in worship. just by being there, in the congregation, and giving my heart. im saying this bcuz i was supposed to play. but didnt. and actually i was a bit disappointed. like i wasnt good enough. (my guit is a bit... hmm.) yeah. but i felt that worship was really good. and i dont think i would have been touched by worship this much if i had been playing. cuz most of the time, im focusing on the chords. and its HARD for me to worship. cuz i will be too concerned with the technical details to worship. so. i must change. yes.
mm. what else. oh. after worship, we had the spiritual badge thing. oh i was stressing during dinner. cuz ms leow told us in the afternoon, "oh, after later on, the seniors will be presenting their spritual badge skits." and i was like," HUH? WHAT?!" and during dinner, i was stressing, cuz i was supposed to go up at 7.45 to prac for worship, and we had to do the skit. and i rushed through my dinner, while brainstorming with zoe on what to do for the deborah thing. and i finished my dinner. and then found out it was 7.15. -______- anyway, didnt need to worry. with grace and yikai, it was SO funny. they are the BEST comedians ever. haha.
camp comm debrief ended LATE. i found out how comfy a guitar can be to sleep on. was nodding off on it. its the time difference. one hour is ALOT, when its 12mn. so. went back to my room. caught claudia before she went to bed. and took my guit. and went out again. stuffed a slipper in the door. MY slipper. -.- saw lydia on the way there, so she went with me to hilary's room. which is also jolyn's and nicole's and zoe's room. room 1104. then hil and lyd and i prayed for camp. which was good. although we didnt anymore after that. cuz hilary. kept. sleeping. yes. -.-
anyway. walked back. and there's this part between the blks that is REALLY dark. and we ran that part. that place is spooky when deserted. only one complaint abt the rooms. the pillows are flat. its 10% feathers and 90% air. you put your head on it, and it sinks, and sinks, and sinks. until it feels like there isnt even a pillow. lyd and i slept late. cuz after coming back from 1404, we talked. and talked. what did we talk abt? i think the first day we talked abt hil. o.o weird. oh yah. cuz she asked me abt the prayer thing. and we sidetracked abt levites and heralds. mmm. slept at 2am, s'pore time.

march17-day2.
woke up at 6. dead. paintball. helped in filming. ms wong played lao ying zhua xiao ji while waiting. and she was so funny! oh and val tan was hilarious. cuz she was a grp leader. so when ms wong was trying to get her group, she grabbed ms wong and hugged her! LOL. so funny!!! i didnt get hit by a paintball. so ke xi!!! yes im weird i noe. but its a once in a lifetime experience! including the getting hit part. hee. but ltr on found 3 paintballs and popped them.
DISC. that was FUN. d-dominance, i-influence, s-stability, c-conscientiouness. we took a test of sorts to find out our personality, and why we behave such. setting: brigade. and my test ended up this way:
D= -11
I= 15
S= 9
C= -13!
lol. so, im a dominant I, with a high S. main traits of high I people: people-oriented, emotional, makes desicions quickly, fast paced[also known as hyper. haha.], like to talk ALOT, a wide circle of friends, disorganised when stressed, and usually disorganised as well[lol. SO me.]. hil and i were sitting at diff tables, and when pastor yolanda was telling us about the diff traits of the high S and high I people, we were like mouthing: "you?????", and "yeah, that's you/me." cuz she's a dominant S, high I and C. and apparently, people that have graphs that have 3 or 4[thats the max] points that are almost the same, they're a) REALLY well balanced. b) STRESSED. and unable to cope. c) confused about where they belong. and hil's graph was quite straight in terms of the S, I and C points. but i know why, and which of the 3 it is. heehee. i guessed correctly! so clever. haha jk. but YES i guessed correctly.
quiet time. crawled under the glass table outside the ballroom. ^^ vic told me i was nuts. i am. ephesians 4:26-27 "'Do not let your anger lead you to sin'. Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold." i think. anyway, those were the main points. and it applies to me ALOT. cuz of my temper. yeah. so i must learn to change. and grace was telling us abt gossiping during the grp sharing. and 5mins after qt, the sec1s started gossiping abt school. and grace gave me this look that said:"didnt we just tell them abt that?".
and then they started talking abt bookings and prefects, and grace got slightly involved after they asked her abt bookings. and then she suddenly stopped and said, "now they've got ME doing it."
squad time was FUN! we were told to intro ourselves, our class, and our most embarassing moment. that was easy for me. i have many embarassing moments. hee. being me, of course. i told the falling in pond thing. lol. it was really funny listening to some people's ones. i love my squad!!! levites rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!
mmm. what else. oh yes. forfeits. grace and yikai are the BEST standup comedians EVER. cuz they had to do a forfeit. and they did it IMPROMPTU. and it was sooooo good. so funny. i was laughing like nuts. and so was everyone else. ^^
camp comm mtg ended late again. but i was more awake. talked alot. ^^ more chances for me to talk. cuz they asked each of us abt our roles and what we've been doing. and ltr on they were discussing abt batch time the next day. and they were asking the sec2s,3s and 4s whether their batch shd have. and since grace and i are the only sec2s in camp comm, we had to talk alot. final verdict: sec4s dont need it. cuz they're a) small number of them b) 4 yrs together. thus: bonded enough already. sec3s dont need it[same reason as sec4s], but they want it. sec2s need it. cuz have enough of us to form cliques. although 19 isnt really that much. sec1s definitely need it.
walked to 1404 with jolyn. open door. poke head in. we both started wondering why it was so quiet. look into main room: nic and zoe sleeping. look into other room. hil sleeping. -.- so. i took my guitar. and jolyn refused to let me go back by myself. so, she dragged hil up. and they walked me back. for hil, it was more of shuffling. hmm. feel bad. ><"
anyway. lyd and i talked again! haha. til quite late. this time abt alot of stuff. like bears. and dogs. and other stuff. hee.
18march-day3.
last official full day of camp. sam woke lyd and i up at 6am when we were only supposed to be down for breakfast by 7.30. cuz claudia's clock died in the night and she thought it was 7 already. then, we cldnt get to slp. -.- so, we stayed in my room and i played the guit! nice guit.
played for worship with hil. managed to do the barr chords! ha! so happy. it was quite good, considering we didnt prac that much. we were quite in sync lorhx. as compared when i was prac with grace the first day. i think cuz our playing styles quite similar. anyway. good! :D
DISC part2. the Ds, Is, Ss, and Cs were split up. and it was obvious which of the tables were the 3 I tables. the noisy ones. XD high Is do NOT like to be dao-ed. we like: being treated as the star of your life, and getting fanmail! although lots and lots of letters will do just fine. *HINT* *BIIIIIIIIIIIIIG HINT*
before DISC, we all went to drink coffee/tea/water from the machines outside. and i took a cup of tea and dumped 3 packets of sugar in it okay. i was sooo dead. needed sugar. and hil took cold water and dumped one packet of sugar into it. and she kept stirring and stirring and stirring and the sugar just REFUSED to dissolve lah. i finished one cup of tea and started on my second sugar loaded one and she was still trying to dissolve her second half pack of sugar. so funny. X)
mmm. squad time was good! we had to draw an animal that we thought represented us. who wants to guess what i drew? a squid!!!! wahahahahaha! andden we all threw the papers on the table, and took another piece. a sec one got mine. yunxi. and when she opened it, jiacong said:"OHHHHHHH.... A SQUUUUUUUUID............" *turn to look at me* and everyone started hinting to yunxi. "a SQUUUUUUUUUUUID......." *stare at me* "squiiiiiiii........shy." haha. liddat lorhs. so funny. then. each squad had to draw a coat-of-arms. and we cut the shield into four parts. and on one we put MISS WONG!!!!! a deranged-looking ms wong holding a pair of scissors! hahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! so funnny!!! and we were all laughing like nuts. once again, and forever, LEVITES ROCK. yayy.
batch time. sec1s and 2s combined, taken by ms wong. we had like a trivia thing. the sec1s were split into two grps, and the sec2s as one grp. and ms wong got one person to go up to a big board and answer a question she asks, and two others to sit away, and think of what the person's answer is and write it down. i went up, and nic and zoe answered for me. and ms wong asked:"what's on your bed?" my first answer: me. like duh. second answer: red bear! third answer: umm. diary. their first answer: soft toys. second answer: red teddy bear. third answer: her sister. -.- DIAO. anyway. we got the marks. haha. but guess what? THE SEC2S LOST!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i just find it super funny. and when we found out, we were laughing like nuts too. and we were then subjected to tickling for 1 min. and i got tickled. cuz some of the sec1s found out my secret. when im laughing really really hard, i get ticklish really easily. and i just told everyone else my secret. oh well. not like many pp read this anyway. and those who do are VERY VERY VERY TICKLISH. ha. HA.
lunch! or was it breakfast? anyway. it was very very very impt! cuz i got sick of waiting. and asked nic to ask dot abt my drill test. AND I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY I PASSED MY DRILL TEST! *hyper hyper hyper* i shall calm down. haha. but im still hyper!
presentation night! grp 2, 3, and 4 were so funny lah. jiacong[grp2] was hilarious. she was this uberly extra angel. and zoe was hugging her pillow to death and looking extremely like a very very scared little person. lol. hilary[grp3] and her guitar. and the sunkisses. and the orange lollipops. she arh. look so dao. and so shuai. HAHA. im so hyper man. cant believe i just said that. anyway. especially the last part. so funny. andden that grace ah. as in, grace zhang. [grp4] she was soooo hyper. and so FUNNY. moses. and her slippers. and the censored adam. aka rowena. LOL. that was hilarious.
then. we 'did the hokey pokey'. haha. and did the thousand legged worm thing. and suddenly all the lights went off. and we played CLUEDO.
CLUEDO ROCKED.
storyline: dorothy kang, the ceo of the great beings organisation has been found dead in her room. there are seven suspects, lim ying han and debbie cheong, the vice ceos. charissa yong the music director. grace lum the secretary. jina foo the human resources manager. elisa tan the treasurer. teh shi min the spokesperson. all of them hate dorothy for some reason or another.

IT. WAS. GREAT.

we had to go around looking for them, and clues and all. and finally think of a solution. and they all acted really really well. VERY. and the highlight. was. debbie's. room.

like, ohmygosh. jan was staying in their room. so, we opened the door. and it was latched. jan peers in and reports an out of bounds sign on the door. suddenly, debbie appears laughing hysterically and opens the door. she was CRAZY! like, pretending to be nuts, and watching blank tv and laughing insanely and drinking shampoo/medicine and stressing about working and scribbling rubbish on pieces of paper. and just gng totally nuts. she was GOOD okay.

AND THEN.

emily screamed and pulled my arm. my natural reaction? scream. stopped. turned to the direction she was looking at. screamed. as well as everyone else in my grp.

IT. WAS. DOT. she had her face powdered WHITE. her naturally dao stone face, might i add. and her hair was like half covering her face, and she was wrapped up in white towels and standing in this SHADOWY corner of the room lah. and she was SO QUIET that we didnt even hear her and its like she SUDDENLY appeared. and my whole grp was like absolutely freaking out and like squeezing against each other and the wall and screaming like nuts. and we finally stopped. and i told them to start looking for clues.
and another grp came in. and they were all looking at us, and at debbie. and we were like: turn. around. and they turned around. and started screaming too. and then dot started WALKING. except she was so pro it looked like she was GLIDING. and both of our groups screamed and ran out and ran all the way to the lift. then my poor group got pushed back cuz i made them to go back to question dot. so we went in. and avoided dot AT ALL COSTS.

anyway. it was ABSOLUTELY GREAT and YOU GUYS ROCKED. we must have this AGAIN! and again and again and again!!! *hyper*
my grp decided that yinghan killed dot. so did 2 or 3 of the other grps. and the rest except for one decided that dot killed herself. and the last grp thot elisa did it. right? cant rmb.

haha went to my room totally hyper. after being chased back from 1104 by the teachers. lyd and i stayed up quite late. talking crap abt the camp and watching sumo wrestling and billiards. hahahahahahahahaha. was so fun. then i took a bath at 1.30am. cuz i felt like it. and at 2, i was drinking my 4th cup of tea and writing letters. and then got bored cuz no one else was up. so. went to sleep.

19thmarch-lastday
woke up at 6.25. freaked out. packed my remaining stuff and rushed over to 1104. cuz yesterday, when i got chased back, left ALOT of my stuff there. like my GB SHIRT which needed to be worn that day. and my guitar. and my big black pencil box thingy. and my chanter. so rushed over. and quickly dumped all my stuff in, and all 5 of us rushed to the foyer. and into the crystal ballroom to dump my stuff.
and i was running down to the foyer so i wouldnt be late and i MISSED the last step which was SO WIDE and landed on my right foot and totally KILLED my ankle. its dying. hurts like crazy. but can walk on it, but painful if i put alot of weight on it.
still. it was fun. even the last few hours were so fun. i was multi tasking during breakfast. eating porridge with my left hand and writing hil's letter with my right. hehehehehehehe. nic and i were taking sunkist smiles during breakfast!!!! haha! we put the oranges in our mouths, and phoebe came back to our table. and she thought we were just smiling. then we started smiling at the camera, and she went -.-''. hahahahaha! nic and i sat with phoebe and debbie, and we were talking abt cluedo. debbie's so NICE. haha didnt really talk to her much before. but talked alot that day. now, must go talk to dot! haha. i think she's nice. just that she looks dao. i mean, hil looks dao too. but she CAN be nice. when she feels like it. X)
stupid ferry ride back. i was okay for the first half hour. played uno and took another sthildas photo. and was jumping arnd the entire boat. was hyper enough to stuff my darling red bear under hil's head cuz she was sleeping. MY RED BEAR. my darling. then after uno. wanted to play halli galli [is that how you spell it?] but was feeling so dead. so. fell asleep on my seat. and got terrible seasickness again. X(
but anyway. reached singapore! kept messaging my di who welcomed me back like at 8am? haha love you di. you remembered!! yay thankew! and my phone died like 5 secs after i put down the phone with my dad and found them. went home at 2pm. ate lunch. cleared my mailbox and caught up on all the online stuff that i missed out on those days. then left for worship prac at 3pm.
anyway. stuff i miss abt camp:
- the FOOD! haha we had like BUFFETS for breakfast and lunch and dinner. and for the second last night we had dinner at the CHINESE RESTAURANT and we had like a seven course meal, and we had buffet at the JAPANESE RESTAURANT the last night. haha. it was yummy. especially all the fruits and the lettuce. heeee. and i drank ALOT of water.

- hanging out and bonding like crazy! i really bonded with some seniors this time round. and juniors as well. hil and jolyn and lydia and grace and elita. and the sec1s in my grp. and do i really need to say this again?, LEVITES ROCK! absolutely. and all the meal times were when i went bouncing arnd gng hyper. not that i wasnt hyper the rest of the time.

- worships! the worships were really good okay. every1 was really much more 'into' it than when we are at camp. i really think we shd have brigade tmr[even tho i want to SLEEP]. cuz by next week, the feeling of camp might have worn off alot of pp alrd. if worships were liddat all the time in gb, it wld be great.

- being absolutely pampered by the posh posh hotel. hahaha! X)

- just gb itself. i am SO WEIRD. like, the day after CAMP im missing gb. shouldnt there be like a period of time that im not missing it yet? hm. but anyway. I LOVE BRIGADE. whoots yeahh!

and i have FINALLY finished blogging abt camp.
now.
planet shakers concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. i am on a blogging spree mann. ^^

anyway, at 5.30, worship rehearsal finished. soooo i called hil. and she sounded dead. i thought it was just me. ltr on she told me she just woke up. anyway, she was very blur. asked me three times to repeat what i said. then, 5 min after i called her, i got a message:"umm. what did you say?" -_________- haha blur pok.
anyway. ruth vivian pearlyn shirlene evan dj sam and me all piled into jason's car. and we reached downtown at the same time as lyd and phoebe. found hil. bought one shirt and one cd. wearing the shirt now! haha.
after a while, hil and i decided that we should start queueing. so we walked. and walked. and walked. and still did not reach the end of the queue. and anyway. we reached it! and 15minutes later it was twice as long. scary. anyway. we FINALLY got in. andden i spotted josh, and that was how we found the radicals, in the first 5 rows.
what can i say? worship was GREAT. like, 3000 youths all worshiping ONE GOD. like HOW GREAT IS THAT. it was WONDERFUL. it was the BEST WORSHIP THAT I EVER HAD. really.
i was really dead at first, but after the first song, i got SO HYPER. i was jumping and clapping for all the praise songs, and just going absolutely crazy and hyper. it was GREAT. you're surrounded by loads of other youths just worshiping God, and you just cant help it but just worship with ALL YOU HAVE.
and so many people got saved that day. it was awesome.
there's nothing my God cannot do.
indeed. and how i LOVE HIM. I LOVE MY JESUS. MY SAVIOUR. THE ONE WHO SAVED ME AND RESCUED ME FROM MY SIN. I LOVE HIM. WITH ALL MY HEART AND I NEVER EVER EVER WANT TO BE AWAY FROM HIM EVER EVER.
and no matter how big the font is, and how good my vocabulary is, it can NEVER even BEGIN to describe how much i love Him and how much He loves me in return. for He is so big, so strong, so mighty,
and there's nothing He cannot do.

yes. and i am definitely gng again next yr and the next and the next because it was just so great. and that was another understatement. and im just gng to try my absolute hardest to get worship like that. as a pianist in ym, and as a levite in gb and as a child in His family. yes. and i really really hope that i WILL be able to live up to what i just wrote, and i really really pray that i WILL make an effort to do so, and that this would not just be a 5min resolution, that this wont be just made in a moment of hyperness, and that i WILL do this. yes!

and i am even more hyper than ever. but i have to go to sleep. i've just spent nearly 5h blogging. tmr will be a time of sleeping. and of extreme hyperness. hee.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! byeeeeeeee.

IM BACK!

2005-03-19T15:00:00.000-08:00

HIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im back!
gb camp ROCKED!!!!!!! whoooooooooooooooooooooooots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! heee. i am hyper.
okay.
shall blog abt it ltr. now, need to get ready to go to church for worship rehearsal!
then planet shakers!
yay! WHAT FUN!!!!!!!!!

i am hyper. very.

namarie!!

2005-03-15T15:34:00.000-08:00

packing is boring.
and frustrating.
but still, fun.
haha.
i shall pack today. duh. unless i plan to get up at 5am tmr and pack then instead. which of course, i will not do.

bringing the guit and not the keyboard... lazy to lug it arnd... have to go buy gracie cake later! wanted to buy tmr morning, budden hil reminded me that the shops might still be closed. hmmmm.

now i shall get back to packing. then practise guit. barr chords, to be more exact. yes. and then, i'll be GONE! hahahaha. cannot wait. *bounce* heehee. now i shall go.

namarie!

funfunfun.

2005-03-14T20:31:00.000-08:00

series of unfortunate events rocks.
hehehehehehe.
today was so fun................. and the moviee was GREAT. ^^

didnt get much sleep... slept late to write hil's letter... andden dunno why, woke up at 8.30am. and couldnt get to sleep after tt. was just lying in bed stoning then the alarm clock rang, and tiffy came in to turn it off. then one minute later, the OTHER tiffy called my handphone. which happened to be under my pillow. yes, so i gave up trying to sleep after that. hmphh. i shall sleep early today.

waited for hil at the mrt. and waited and waited. one minute late! hee. anyway. went to eastpoint, and the bookstore wasnt open... -.- bleahh. met wen qiang on the train... after tt we basically just went to somerset and met lyd josh jon leon. tiffy chris and dexter alrd at cineleisure. hmmmm. we went in late, missed a bit of the front part of the moviee. it was great lahh. really. so nice. i want to watch it again!!! hee no must save money go watch hitch and robots.

neoprints! we took twice... cuz the first machine so yukks. and cannot put tiffy with neoprint machines liaoox. haha. second one was nicerr. but didnt get the dao kia one! eeyer. hmmm i want more neos. my wallet now only has those 5 pics. heh but was fun lahh. ^^ uber lame.

and i met chen hoon and si hua! heh we were at this place tt looks alot like mini toons, but its called more than words. anywayy. yeahh! andden i started talking with them, until lyd told me everyone was waiting for me. oops. oh and chen hoon said she saw gracie downstairs, and she saw rachel[ang] upstaairs. so cool. all the gb people. then plus me and hil. cooooooooool. lol.

i think hil and i got some sort of telepathy or something lah. a) both of us wore red shirt and white bottoms. plus both giordano shirts. and we chose to wear that bcuz we were trying to find something that wasnt a church shirt. b) at city hall, i was singing "we all bow down" under my breath, and she was beside me doing the actions lahh. c) we were both looking for bdaee prezzies for frens whose bdaess are on the 16th of march. not the same person. d) we keep saying the same things at almost the same time. AND ITS NOT BCUZ IM COPYING HER. *glare* i have better things to do with my time. -_______-

AH NICOLE SAYS THERE'S PIPE PRAC TMR. DIE VICTORIA. i want to SLEEP. seriously. cuz im gonna be really dead by the end of camp. and so bleahh kay... theres worship team retreat this wk, and its on WEDNESDAY. sheesh why such zun timing one. haii. me shall go. lazy to blogg. hee. tata. gb camp in 2 days! whoots REMEMBER TO PACK. AND COME. ha.

yoghurt good.

2005-03-13T23:03:00.000-08:00

yoghurt good.
yoghurt is a good replacement for ice cream when one is feeling sian, tired and deaded.
yum.
plus its 99% fat free.
random fact.
^^

i am deaded. after one week of an average 4h or less of sleep, i have become very very tired and deaded. *nods sleepily* and i have decided that if i can drink two cups of hot green tea without getting more awake, it means i have too much caffeine already and thus it makes no difference.

i shall now finish my wonderful yummy yoghurt andden go sleep. i must catch up on sleep today and tmr. then, after tt, early hours and late nights for camp. andden school. ><" and im sick of drill. but yet i keep doing it unconciously. gah. blahhhhhh.

i shall go to my room. and think abt stuff. lotsa lotsa stuff. mmhmm. or maybe my room's a bad choice since my sisters are veryery noisy. tata.

hehehehehehehehe!

2005-03-13T19:31:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!
i am hyper again!!!
hehhehheh. dun care abt drill test already. fail then fail lorh. X) tho still a bit bleahh. but still.
WHEEEEEEEEEE.
haha.
love my di. *huggles* you rock. absolutely.

todayyyyyy. went to church. duh. and stoned in the youth room. so tired okay. *yawn* slept. heee. got LETTERS! ha. from hil and sherlyn. both longer than usual. and its not even a school day. hehehehehehe. funn. worship was nice. sang nice songs. older songs that i havent heard in a longlonglonglonglong time. nice songs. ^^ and charleen shared that she shared abt the bible as a class presentation, in fron t of a muslim teacher. go char! i must learn from her. i get very nervous to share the gospel with anyone alone. budden uncle stuart i tihnk said something abt, if no one shares with them, they will all go to hell. andand i really dun want to see my friends go to hell. like zeggy and livvy and yingxi and seniors like ZING and andand everyone. so next week, they're gonna be showing a movie of sorts next wk, and im gonna invite liv, zeggy and zingy. sighhh i hope they come. must pray alot about it. yes.

anyway. ate lunch with charleen and sherlyn. hilary pao qi-ed wo. *glare* and we started talking about dumplings. hehehehehehe. went back to churchh. ha piano training was canceled. hee i feel so evil. budden cannot stand him. stand there watch him play and play and play and nvr teach us anything. put the books in the youth library. ohohohcrap. i was supposed to go list them all down. AHHHHH! shall do it next saturday or something. ><"

dance! learnt "we all bow down". is that the title? i think so. gonna be doing it for main 2 wks from now. eeps and im gng to PLAY. omgosh freaked out. very. its really really nice. i like the song. ^^; i like lenny leblanc. he has nice songs. heeheehee.

my bball is so rusty. hummmm play with me somebodyy. yeeaps. i need to practise. yay gonna be learning bball for pe soon!! but sam sez tt mrs wee's not gonna be teaching us bball... instead its gonna be that crappy dunno-whats-his-name. ARGH. oh well. bball is nice. yeps.

HEHEHEHEHEHE. gb camp in 3 days!!!!! dont forget, hil. i have no idea how you can, tho. gb camp lehxX!!! how can you forget!!!!!! hahaa. okay. dinner. tata.

gah.

2005-03-12T22:27:00.000-08:00

3rd post for the dayy.

i am freaked. like seriously seriously freaked.
i really dun noe why im freaking out over my drill test and why im stressing over it and getting depressed and all.
but i AM.

sometimes life can really really really suck.

X(

2005-03-12T19:40:00.000-08:00

oh mann.
i havent felt this down in ages.
im really really really freaked over the drill test.
i feel like crying cuz i know i could have done better. but there's no use crying over spilt milk. just let the kitttty lap it up.

ahhh grace sez dot already knows who passed and failed.
should i ask?
or not?
yes?
no?
bleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.

sigh.
cheer me up, somebody.

ouch.

2005-03-12T17:28:00.000-08:00

sighh.
today is not a good day.
nope.

dragged myself up at 7am in the morning to get ready for drill test. and i was DEAD. then, went to school, trying to prevent everybody from stepping on my nice shiny boots. ^^;
reached school and found out that we're not supposed to wear our chevron without our lanyard and crest. so, unpicked zoe's stripe. unpicked liying's stripe. unpicked my stripe. clever zoe brought her unpicker. i lost mine at the beginning of last year.

><" uniform inspection by dot. and for some reason, my right sleeve was half rolled up. nicole and hilary were gesturing at me telling me to fall out and unroll and my sleeve, and i was gng "huh?" until nicole came over and told me. plus my glasses slipped downnn. i hate it when that happens. dot found it very amusing. we practised drill. and practised and practised and practised. andden the drill instructor came. she looks too sweet to be a DI. lol. group1 was zai-ed! all the sec3s and sec4s. and one nicole. ^^ haha. and then the stage2s were tested. and grp2 and grp3 practised. and i joined grp3 to practise cuz if i join them, they'll have a perfect contingent. and if i go to grp3, which is where i was supposed to be, they wld have one more person. andden, the grp2s went to be tested. and dot told me to go join them. BLEAGH. bad thing cuz: a) it looks like i was late. b) i didnt have time to 'zhen li' my uniform. ><" and im 100% sure i failed. cuz our row cannot belok. and i nearly lost my balance on one of the ka-belakangs. sob.

now i am depressed cuz i am sure i have just failed my stage one. congragulate me. and i am sleepy cuz my mum made me eat my medicines, and all three make me drowsy. and also because i've been getting an average of 4h of sleep the whole of last week. yawn. and i must somehow persuade my mum to let me stay back in church tmr. cuz they're having auditions for dancee. and i want to. but my mum has this idea that if im sick, i cannot do anything. like play bball. -.- and i want to play bball. im RUSTY. very. bleaghh.

now i shall go sleep. or do something that will make me undepressed. like think of GB CAMP! which is coming in 4 days time. and planet shakers concert. in 7 days time. hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe. X) tata.

WHOOTS YEAHH.

2005-03-11T06:10:00.000-08:00

YAY SCHOOLS FINALLY OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^^
happy. VERY happy.
and theres only 5 more days to gb camp!!!!!!!! *shrieks*
hehehehehehehehehehehehehe.

netball was okay. but we lost very badly for b div. like by 20 or so points. ><" c div lost by 2 points. whoots qiqi ROCKS! hee. and my voice dieded. and i slept on the way there... was so tiredd. *yawn*

my mum dragged me to the doctor. ><" hmphh.
now i have been saboed into taking medicine, and not being able to eat/drink:
- COLD DRINKS! WAD THE. AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
- grapes and oranges and the like.
- seafood
- nuts
- fried food
- various other nice nice stuffies. EEE! sabo me. lol. andd i know where i got my biting umm.... instincts from. HER!!! she was trying to bite me and tiffy just now. was so weirdd okayy. haha. i <3><"

whee gonna watch series of unfortunate events on monday! with tiffy hil chris jocelyn sam jon dexter miko leon. i think thats all. cannot remember. hehe. actually i realised its a WONDER my mum let me go at all. cuz she only BARELY knows chris. and doesnt know the rest of them. -.-'' except hil. and she wants me to go home with hil. hmmmmmm. haha. more independence! heehee. whats more, gng orchard. bleaghhhh. i lazy go all the way to orchard lehx. ><" haha. wanna watch hitch! and robots. i wanta watch hitch with me classmates. and robots with me family. heeheehee shall go on a movie spree. no lah. saving up for planetshakers! yay. ohohoh i saw the newest planetshakers cd in life bkshop after guit kay! i was SO tempted to buy it. but i must WAIT! for just 8 more days! and i'll be able to buy it. heeheehee.

ahh drill test tmr! im gng crazy all of a sudden. like obsessing over my uniform and my boots. i tihnk my boots are CONSIDERABLY shinier. all the same, i shall go to school at 8.30 tmr and polish boots one more time. and since im in the 3rd grp [sighh so late], i will have a lot more time to make boots nice and shiny. hehehe. ^^ and if i tihnk my boots are too shiny, i volunteer to polish boots! cuz i ithnk i'll be really bored. or i cld practise the keyboard in the gb room. and contemplate on how to lug it to batam. hmmmm. gd idea.

okay. me shall go. polish boots again. heh heh. then go memorise drill theory. then go SLEEP. tata.

<3 mich

stress sia.

2005-03-10T06:00:00.000-08:00

bleaghh.
this is crap. how can i be the most stressed at the last week of school?
i've been getting an average of 4hours of sleep.
AND im sick.
sheeeeeeeeeesh.
anywayy.
stress sia.
budden.
todayy. i MUST finish all my hw. last day of school! oh yeahhh. happy.
then, can go home. and polish my boots. lots and lots of times. til they are very very very shiny. and make sure my uniform is nice and straight and all. and memorise all the theory stuffies. and practise drill! hehehehehehehehehehe.

and i am soooooo mad at myself. i think i need to wash my mouth with detergent lah. especially since this week so stress, i keep opening my big mouth and... stuff... comes out. ><" bleaghh. i must CHANGE! like in romans 12:1-2, wad the levites were discussing the other time.

1Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God–this is your spiritual act of worship. 2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is–his good, pleasing and perfect will.

so. i must change! yes. help meeee.

oh yeah. pray for me. my mum is trying to make me go see a doctor. and i keep telling her i have the bestest doctor in the whole wide world. which i DO. but, after telling her that for one week, and not getting any better, i have realised what the problem is.

the doctor's not gonna heal me unless i ASK. ><"

<3 mich

confusedd. and hyper!

2005-03-09T06:10:00.001-08:00

EEEEEEEEEE. blogger deleted my longlonglong post. irritated.

bleaghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
anyway.
since i have no time.
i shall not bother to blog again.
except that i wonder who will notice tmr.
hehehehehehehehehehehe.

<3 michy

confusedd. and hyper!

2005-03-09T06:10:00.000-08:00

tis is so confusing.
the rooming and grouping lists keep CHANGING. and i've been switched around at least 3 times for both rooming and groupings. goodness.
first i was in grp6. then i was in grp2. then i was in BOTH grp6 and grp2. now im in grp6.
first i was with sam and a jnr called claudia. then i was with zoe yikai yunxi and sixuan. then i was with zoe sam and claudia. then now im with zoe yunxi and sixuan.
AH CONFUSINGG. from now on, i shall try to be satisfied with getting the rooming and groupings lists on the camp booklet. then will not be so confused.
><"

went tampines mall todayy. i am HYPER. heeheehee. you shall see why tomorrow! you know, i told sandra that she can see what changed tmr, and the first thing she guessed was, "michy pierced a second earhole!" i wish ah. heh.

todayy. the stupid aircons all refused to off. so we froze. terribly. i am terribly stupid. i got my chanter from the sec1, only to leave it in j109. hai. we were trying to do drill with the pipes. trying hentak-ing with a bagpipe in one hand. ^^ and i convinced charissa to bring the keyboard. hehehehehehehehehehehehe! i am HAPPY. :D but now I shall have to lug the keyboard to batam. ><" me is playing! wahaa. i have now added two stuffies to my mental packing list. keyboard and chanter. now im contemplating on whether i should still bring my guit. hmm. i think not. too many instruments! i will dieee.

okay. i'd better go. i have to do lit pft. and do the music acp thing. and all the chinese stuffies. i wonder who will notice tomorrow. hehehehehehehehehe. me is falling sick. wait. i AM sick. haha.

<3 michy

bleaghhhhhhhhh.

2005-03-08T01:10:00.000-08:00

mmphh.
ystrdy so dao mei.
in the morning got accident. shall not elaborate.
then during lesson times. er. aiya. very messed up larh. like i forgot the timetable changed. and bcuz of the accident, didnt get to sch early enough to prepare for geog.
ANDANDAND.
lunch. went to put on full u. then while coming down, kept thinking i was missing something. then went into gb room. and hil said i looked empty. then suddenly someone asked me where was my nametag.
-.-''
SOSTUPID. bring everything except the nametag. goodness. i am WONDERFUL. sheesh. so had to go back and change out. and bcuz of that there was no time to practise for worship. haii sorry fishy. ><" but anyway. i think i played okay. not so afraid of the keyboard liaox. ^^; but i still like my piano better. then gave hil and nicole a lift back. and they stole my hp. and found out how to get into my inbox.
-_________________________________-
haha. no incriminating messages inside tho. HA too bad for them. it was quite funny seeing them try to get into the inbox. they got to the 'messages' part. and were pressing all the buttons trying to get in. and then somehow figured out that they had to press the green 'phone' button. so funny. haha. budden they actually managed to learn how to use my hp... pei fu. ^^

and. i was so tired when i got home. ate dinner, bathed, checked mail, and did some homework. and when i tried to revise and do the chinese stuff, i was so tired i kept dozing off every 30 seconds. seriously. my sister was waking me up and prodding me to do my hw. and i fell off the bed. ><" yes. it hurt. ow. eventually, i didnt study much.

bleaghh todayy was crappy. read the odd wk timetable instead of the even wk. then after eng, i went outside to defrost. and then saw lao shi walking towards our class. then livvy commented" here comes doom." and i was like, "huh? it's chinese now???" crap lah. CHINESE WAS HORRIBLE. haii. oh and english. we got back this o level compre tt she made us do. and i got 29/50. so can3. and. got maths back. and i got 29/40. BLEAGH. i am so pissed at myself. i didnt study hard enough for maths. haii. and i made careless mistakes. ARGH. sigh. i hope there's history tmr. i want my results back. so i can finish moping over my horrible results quickly. yes i know im gng to die for history too. it was my 2nd worst subj last yr. worst was chinese. ><"

oh. and i think im really blur. was studying for chinese this morning, when suddenly my red bear appeared and started. um. jumping. *looks* why is my bear moving. *thinks* hilary. -.- really lah. i didnt even notice it was gone. :P oops. and i think i was a bit dao. sry.................. i was in a bad mood. and im sick. but still. yeah. sorry... ><"

at least, finally got the ROOMING AND GROUPINGS LIST. yay!!! its the modified version. me is rooming with yikai zoe yunxi and sixuan! yay yunxi and sixuan are levites! yay!!! haha hil and jolyn are rooming together. ^^ ANYWAY. my group is. grace lum, melissa, elita, claudia chong, jan ngiam , avril and emily. hm. sadly, im not rellay close to any of the seniors. ><" SO SAD. and no yearmates with me. sighh. oh well. BONDING! haha. and i have my darleenk mortal and emmy. yay! hyperr.

tomorrow. am staying back til 6! yes. waha. band til 4.30. oh crap. i havent found my chanter. -.- nvm. shall go search for it tmr. then nicole me zoe grace yikai sam are staying back to do DRILL! yes. stage1 drill test is on saturday. and i have no intention of failing. although there is a high chance that i might. hmm. oh well. all i can do is protect my uniform with my life, memorise the theory part, and practise ALOT tmr. mmhmm. and remember to bring my nametag. ^^; hee.

i want letters! i am nuts. already have so much hw. and still want letters. X) letters help me destress. or maybe not. heh heh. anyway. WRITE TO ME! haha.

i have realised. that blogging helps me destress. i was rellay mad at myself this morning. kept feeling BLEAGH. wrote this ranting postcard to sandra abt how sucky i was feeling. then blogged. and now i feel much better. ^^ and playing piano also. yesterday had a gigantic headache. andden decided to go practise. and my headache disappeared! yay! ^^

whee 8 days to gb camp! i better start packing. i pack uberly early. for the fun of it. and end up repacking at least twice. haha. okay. shall go. tata!

HALP!

2005-03-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

ahhhh!!!!!!!
tis 1.30am. andd i THiNK i've finished my homework due tmr.
BUT! im now trying to figure out how on earth im gonna carry everything to school tmr.
- gb full u
- gb boots
- tour guide outfit for geog
- river model for geog
- all my chinese stuff

andand. i realised. i thought chi test was on tues. and i have realised that there is NO CHINESE ON TUESDAY. omgosh. which means that chinese test is probably tmr. and since i discovered this at 1.15am, i have not been able to study. FREAK. i am gonna diee.

and i love you louise.
no matter how lonng ago pri sch was
you'll always be there for me.
and you're the only other crazy one who likes to stay up to unearthly hours
and who i can talk to abt absolutely crazyy stuff
and rmb how it used to be.
oh and i can go crazy and behhave either reallay seriously or extremely bimbotic. X)
whoots yeahh.
love ya girl.

mmm yeahh.

2005-03-06T23:25:00.000-08:00

English Journal

:) bahh. crappy English journal thingy. PFFFFFFFFFT. haiyooooo.
I dun wanna do it. bleagh. ><"

hilary is driving me up the wall, across the ceiling, and down again. oooooooh that sounded cute. haha. up the wall, across the ceiling and down again. haha. X)

juz finished two packets of clay on the crappy geog model. it actually LOOKS like a river. mmm yeahh. my sisters were helping me attack it with paint. ha. but the script is nice. whoots becky you rock girl. tho i've been assigned the role of tour guide. tour guide=most lines. oh well.

haii. i am dyingg. i have no idea what to write for the english journal. "think of a time when you were faced with a moral dilemma or encountered an example of marginalisation. what did you do? if you encounter a similar situation, what will you continue to do, or what will you do differently?" can i just say i've never faced such a dilemma and end it off? i dun think so. hmphh.

i shall relate my dayy.
church! brought me bball. i THINK its somewhere in the youth room now. hmm. anyway. MY BEAR HAS A HOLE!!!! ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs* went to bounce bball outside with tiffy. then went for service. lesson. ha we talked abt modesty during lesson today. and started talking abt stuff. X) heh. shall not say. :X quite funny tho. denn. twas 12.20. piano training supposed to start at 12.30. and knowing that, hilary dragged me across for lunch. -.- hmm. kenneth is good. but i think my ears have just gotten a battering that i'll never forget. EVER. i dun think its possible. *rubs ears* jammed for a while. with hil sam josh miko leon wen qiang jon andd i cant remember who else. i think sam's on a high. must be. bet he ate sugar. lots of it. oh yeahh, happy belated bdae sam! or maybe that's it. bdaee hyperness. ^^ haha. then. went home. did some hw. got dragged out for dinner. wanted to cut my hair. reached the stupid place at 9.15 and found out it closes at 9 on weekends and fris, but 9.30 the rest of the time. BLEAGHH. so maddening. then came back home. did geog model. now trying to do eng journal thing.

lalaa. hm. is my chi dictionary in school? or did i bring it home. darn. now i have to go search my house for it. and i have to go find my boots. i cant rmb where i put them. and polish them. and do more homework. and reply letters. hm is there history tmr? hope there is. i want my results back. im almost definite i died. but STILL. cant stand waiting. okay. shall go kill my brain doing the english thingy. tata.

bear.

2005-03-05T06:18:00.000-08:00

my red bear has been ABUSED.
everyone was trying to drop it over the edge today.
-.-''
EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pffft.
still love it. X)

BANDAGE ROCKS.
WHOOTS YEAHH!!!
go rachel!!! go janice!!!
waha. but they DO rock.
24/7 is a GREAT song. i LOVE it.
mm hmm. ^^

i am going to DIE tmr. so much hw. havent been able to get any done ystrday n today. BLEAHHH. andden have piano training. andd i dunno if there's dance. and i wanna play bball. and jam!!! and i need to practise for monday! call fishy! geography!!!!!! call kingyan!!!! sew my stripe! and i cant find my aesthetics stuff. AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! save me.

i shall now proceed to cheer myself up with my countdown.
11days to gb camp![AHHHHH DEVOTION. tis not helping. -.-'']
14days to planetshakers concert!

i just realised. am i playing on the 20th??? call yinghan!!! *sobs* i am starting to get stressed.
-_____________________-
and i have to study for chinese. and english. and i have two jian baos due tues. and eng stuff due mon. and and i havent started. ohno. and i think sandra's gonna kill me cuz i FORGOT to tell her abt the jian baos. AND ITS DUE ON THE SAME DAY AS THE STUPID TEST. AND. i have to go help livvy with the SL thing. and DO OUR FILMING. call sand! call oce! call sam! i am dying. i shall now go before i think of more stuff and continue to scare myself. and i just thought of one more thing. HISTORY TEST RESULTS BACK SOON!!! AND MATH. *faints*

i.
shall.
go.
good.
bye.

LISTS!

2005-03-04T06:38:00.000-08:00

grace zhang!!!
i everytime go to your class in the morning, you're either not there yet, or left for PIT-ing liaox.................................................................. AHHHHHH WHYY!!!!!!!!!!???????? i dun care. tmr gng to CHASE you. hound you. STALK YOU!!!! wahahahahahahahaa!!!!!!! i am DESPO for the list(s) larh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway.
tmr.
FOUNDER'S DAY.
pray for good weather.
if not, the sec2s will have to sit in CLASS. and watch the stuff "live". and knowing our school's lousy av connections, stuff is gng to conk out. i dun care suring the speeches and all. but tmr rachel's band and the staff band performing!!! and i wanna watch!!! especially rachel's band!!!!!! if it rains tmr, i will CRY. and proceed to write long long letters to pp during the whole thing, ranting. pffft. dun rain. DO. NOT. RAIN.

i shall go. history was... okay. but dunno why alot of pp think its hard. hmmm. im clever! haha. no lah. but i still think it was okay.
next week got lotsa tests. T.T oh well. shall look forward to..................

GB CAMP! 12 DAYS!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOTS!
PLANET SHAKERS CONCERT! 15 DAYS!!!

yay!!! haha. i have decided that i shall play on the 20th. i need ALL THE PRACTISE I CAN GET if im gng to play for MAIN. *freaks out* and of course, if really really cannot play, then sabo hil. *grins* hee. *runs* but seriously. charleen n sherlyn cant play. ruth's leading. so if i cannot play, then left hil only lah. and i thought we had enough pianists. -.-'' haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. nvm.

lala. i wanna play guit. as in. for gb or something. cuz i dun like the keyboard. its worse than the roland. at least the roland has a pedal. but pianos are still the best. so, i must practise. lots and lots. without neglecting my piano. i am sad. cannot bring keyboard for gb camp. which is another reason why i am gonna prac my guit alot. cuz first day i think all the levites will be part of worship team. then, no piano, then i wanna play guit. if not, feel very useless. ><"yes. so. i must. practise. waha. okay. shall go. i found my hairband! haha. randomness. :P tata.

X)

2005-03-03T04:49:00.000-08:00

AH ME IS JEALOUS.
my sis got a new handphone.
-.-''
its her 3RD one. in 3 years.
i've had the same hp for 4 yrs.
hmphh.
oh well. my handphone loves me. XD
it hasnt died beyond repair yet. whooooooots.
always look on the bright side of life!
*doodoo doodoodoodoo doodoo*

yayy.
went shatec today.
food was nicee. X)
haha. but it was so COLD. and i blurly forgot to bring my jacket.
but t'was fun. and i have sort of mastered the art of writing on a bumpy bus. and taking stupid videos and photos with disappearing objects. X) and singing "the pop song", as rachel calls it,with livvy. and trying to stop liv from singing any song that has a VEGETABLE in it. such as the sweet potato song and the banana song. ><"

chem and english make me sleepy. actually i think its just the teachers. but i've been fighting to not sleep in class. ahhhhhhh diee. i must drink coffee. and tea. so i can pay ATTENTION and i wont FAIL. SO MANY PERFORMANCE TASKS. oh no geog one. crapp. i must go call ky. or someone. pffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft. tmr, i am gng to school early to HOUND grace for the rooming and grouping lists. i am DYING to find out hu im with. only know im rooming with sam, and im in grace lum's and elita's group. she msged me to tell me that at 12mn ystrdy. and i forbade her from telling me anymore because i wanted to go sleep. so now, i have to go chase her to get the list. bleaghh. oh well. tis worth it.

lala. countdown: 13 days to gb camp! 16 days to planet shakers concert! yay cant waiit. ^^ i am happpppppppy. only less than two weeks to hols!!! time passes quickly. already one term nearly overr. yay. i cant wait. batam! whoooooooots. my parents are planning to go on hol by themselves. but if they do they're gonna leave earlier/come back after me. thus i would have to find someone to stay with. eeeee. dun want. leave me at home alone! yayy. or i cant camp in school. in the gb room. *thinks* no wait. bad idea. ><"

okay. me must go. finish nature of sci stuffies. and hist stuffies. and study for history test tmr. zoog says its hard. i am going to DIE. zeg is history expert. oh well. better go.

God bless,
<3 meeeeeeeeeeee

oomph.

2005-03-02T04:17:00.000-08:00

hyper again.
i really shd stop being hyper.
but its kinda hard to NOT be hyper when pp 2 classes away do crazy things.
oh well.
at least hyper's better than umm... depressed?
=^^=

the classroom was FREEZING todayy.
the crazy pp at the side turned on both aircons, and it was RAINING nearly the whole day.
*shiver*
so everytime class ends, i run out and sit at the corridor to defrost.
*ice melts*
and even tho 90% of the time i keep running into hil, its still better than freezing in an icebox of a classroom. =^^=

lala.
today kept passing notes in class.
niku, sand, ky and me wrote 12 pages of crap. whoots. it was so fun. haha.
then angie and i kept writing the throw letters again. except we didnt throw. cuz we have bad aim. and the note goes everywhere but to each other. so we decided it was safer to pass.

todayy.
had
FOTL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*happy face*
i was the only sec2 there. none of the sec1s came. cuz of band. only fishy, lianne, lydia, jina, and charissa came. and ms wong. ^^
yayy.
played for FISHY.
whoooooots.
and i am happy to say that im becoming more confident in playing the stupid keyboard. YAY.
and we analysed romans 12:1-2. it was FUN. i love it when the levites do stuff like that. it bonds us together, bonds us with ms wong, and brings us closer to God. yayy!!!
ms wong made us clean up the gb room. so we did.
and she found nicole's doogie. and she was horrified that it was so dirty. so, at the end of FOTL, she took a piece of string, tied it around doogie's neck and ears, and hung it between the cupboard and the shelves. then, she made lydia write a note that said:
"mistress nicole.
i am suffering for your irresponsibilty!
<3, doggy."
...
and as a afterthought, she tied a tissue paper around its eyes and blindfolded it.
and later, she borrowed NICOLE'S camera, to take a picture.
.............................................
haiyooooo.
the poor doggy.
><"

my bear got bearnapped againnn. poooo. i know its really nice and cute and wonderful, but its MINE. ha. so there.
oh, and by the time FOTL finished, it was 4.30pm. so, i missed band.
-.-"
and i found out, that sam took my chanter by accident and gave it to a sec1. poo. oh well. twas an accident. i shall go searching for it tmr. yay.

tmr gng SHATEC! yayy. budden must wear tie. sighhhhhhhhhh. oh well. lalalaaaaaaaa. founders day on saturdayyyy. i hope its dry weather. if not, the sec2s will have to stay in class. hello. how are we supposed to watch anything from our CLASSES? i wouldnt mind, except i want to see rachel's band. pfffft. i shall pray for nice sunny skies. tata.
<3 me! :)

AHHHHHH. THE TORTURE.

2005-03-01T05:05:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dot has finished the groupings.
but.
she only sent to yinghan, debbie, shimin, ms wong and ms leow.

*sobs*

I WANT TO KNOW THE GROUPINGS!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhh and the roomings tooooooooooooo........................................................................................
*feels information deprived*
thus i shall hope that she will put the groupings on the campcomm yahoo group soon.
and then i will be HAPPY.
:D
i always like finding out who's in my grp and room.
haha. so funn.
budden if i dont get anyone i like i'll be super sad for the next 16 days.
but i doubt that will happen.
since i like the majority of pp in gb.
X)
haha.

okay. now that i have finished ranting, i shall go. lol. tata.

day of the many letters!

2005-03-01T01:24:00.000-08:00

whoooooooooots hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
today tis the day of many many many letters.
okay not that many. but still. quite many. wahaa.
hil and i were writing and replying super fast.
like: find letter on table in morning before class. dump reply into 302 ummm after 1st block. get reply during recess. i think. reply before recess ends. get reply sometime and reply. issit? cannot rmb. get reply just after lunch starts. reply just after sch. yeah. i tihnk so. wahaa. i have decided that writing short short letters is so FUN. hahaaa. my notebook is getting THIN. AHHH. i need a new notebook.

i have realised that i write to some people, always same length. like leeny! me and leeny write one foolscap side each time we write to each other. and sali and i write one postcard everytime. angie and i have the throwing notes. when we write notes in class and throw them back to each other, trying to hit each other's head. X) those are FUN. haha. whereas i write to my two angels and my two mortals diff length everytime. longest letter i've ever written! to my adoptive angel. shortest letter i've ever written. to my adopted mortal. before today, the person who held the record of writing and replying the most times in a day. adopted mortal. now its adoptive angel. i sense a trend. X) haha.

writing abt writing! whooooooots. and i am hyper again todayy! cuz i am HAPPY. todayy got back the FIRST hist source based questions of the yr. ms rozanah only marked two of the questions for each of us cuz no time. ANDANDAND I GOT 8/10!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAA! IM SO HAPPYY. somemore i rmb when i first looked at the questions i was like: "erm." *scribble a few sentences* *stop* *thinks of stuff to write* "AHHHHHH!!!!!!" and i LOVE OLIVIA. i was like planning to pass it up 3 days late. and usually once something is 3 days late i cant be bothered to pass it up. ><" then she started scolding me online. so i stayed up til 2am that nite doing the whole thing. WHOOOTS. LUV LIVVY. wahahaaha.

today. comp studies. all the video cams no batt. so the whole class stayed and slacked. HAII WE BETTER DO THE STUPID THING SOON. or we will DIEE. but oh well. i like my cockroach. its called moomoo. ^^; waha. and I LOVE MY NICE RED BEAR! ITS CALLED SQUISHY AND ITS REALLY CUTE AND HUGGABLE AND ITS MIDDLE NAME IS CHARISSA BECAUSE CHARISSA WANTED ME TO NAME IT AND ITS A LEVITE AND ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

waha. i stabbed myself just now. well, just my foot. but it was an ACCIDENT. I DO NOT HAVE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. especially since gb camp and planet shakers concert are 16 and 19 days away, respectively. cuz i was trying to get this huge pair of scissors out of the drawer. and my hands were full. so i tried to take the scissors and somehow flipped it and it landed point down on my right foot. yowwww. now theres a little cut and a bruise. pffffffft.

SAW HEIDI TODAYY. i was walking down from the raffles room, and saw this person in home clothes sitting at the foyer. thought:"JC person!" then realised the person looked so familiar. haha. you know, its really weird. i hardly knew heidi when she was in levites. and yet i was still so excited to see her. like the only thing i noe abt her is that she's uberly sweet. she's CLEVER. got 9 A1s. yayy! go heidi! ha i guess seniors will always be missed. like i know im gonna miss this years sec4s LIKE CRAZY. they're all so niceeee! either that or hyper. haha. and of course will miss this yrs sec3s. and will miss this yrs sec1s when WE leave. as for the rest, must wait and see. haha.

lala. now i shall be guai and go do homework. so i can sleep early today. this morning i was like so dead. kept yawning. and dropped letters from the class tray like 5 times. haii. with the amt of letters that i take up each morning, you would think we never cleared our class tray. tis amazing how much time sec1s have. and how much time xixi and nattay and tong and nicole have to reply. since like 80% of the letters are to them. and its around 3 letters to each of them PER DAY. goodness. so free. later, when i have finished my hw, i shall reply sherlyn, shanin, pheobe, rebecca, avril, and try to find out the classes of all the new levites. i have realised that all the names mentioned above are sec1s. FREE PEOPLE. tata.

<3 mich

hyper.

2005-02-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

IS IT REALLY THAT AMUSING??????!!!!
*stares*
goodness.
i think you're like uberly hyper today.
you were BOUNCING in gb larh.
and since when you call me 'my dear'???
O.O
and and and you passed on your hyperness to me!!! cuz i 'catch hyperness' easily.
so during science i was sitting on the floor laughing abt ABSOLUTELY NOTHING and talking to my cute red bear and nearly drinking the whole bottle of green tea.
><" even OCEANA was giving me weird looks. and im usually the one giving oce weird looks. anyway. ha. i finally told hil abt my problem which wasnt a problem. AND IT NEVER WAS. *glare* and i think i broke my record for being hyper today. laughing abt absolutely nothing. and umm. variuos other stuffies that one only does when one is hyper. yes. gb was fun! as usual. tis weird. I WANT TO PLAY. my hands are like itching to play the keys and guit. haiiii. and i got 3 postcards from sherlyn and one postcard + one 'long' letter from avril. she shd see the one hil wrote me in the beginning of the year. X) and the one i wrote back. waha. drill was nice. but it was RAINING SO HEAVILY. and the floor got so slippery. i was freaking out, thot i would 'bang' and then slip and fall. ><" we moved like 4 times. but who cares. drill still rocks. along with the rest of brigade. X) ohohoh and we have NEW LEVITES! yay yunxi, shanin, ruo ting, pei ling and i forgot what her name was. AHHHHHHHHH. oops. ><" and everyone in levites got a new middle name! michelle! haha. and we played whacko. and MY BEAR GOT USED AS THE WHACKO STICK. omgosh. my poor little bear. and bcuz i volunteered to be called squishy so we cld diff btween fishy n me, so for the first 5 times, all the sec1s were calling"squishy!". haiiyoo. we saw angiee! haii really wish she hadnt quit brigade... but oh wellx. track's her main cca, so... *sigh* but miss seeing her in gb. X(

today had alot of slacking time.
geog: mrs mohd had workshop. so we slacked.
eng: mrs see had worskshop. so we slacked.
recess: duh we slacked. and mugged for chi.
sp&d/philo: both mr halsall n ms ong had workshop. so we slacked.
chi: chi open book test. wasnt that bad. and for the other 20min, we sort of slacked.
chem: ha chem is FUN! but we slacked alot. and that was when i went totally hyper.

yay the whole day slacking!!! whoots lets have more days like this! X)

oh and the O level results came out todayy. we saw some repoters interviewing amanda zain. and saw junli! ha miss herr. she got ODAC on mons, so hardly comes for gb... plus she cant come for march camp either. so sad. *sniff* and i saw this girl, in the prefect uni, but her PREFECT skirt was like uber short, and her socks were invisible. so freaky................................. like in sec sch they so guai kia, then once they leave become pai already...

whoots play bball with me on sunday, hil. yay. then we can grow taller! haha. X)

okay. my sister's chasing me off the com. tata!

God bless,
<3 mich

MUSIC..............................

2005-02-26T22:47:00.000-08:00

i want music on my blog.

feels so weird to be home already.
im usually still in church til like 4pm lorhx.
><"
but today, decided to be guai.
another reason was because i didnt bring my hp.
so now im at home. lala.
listening to HILLSONGS!
then later gonna listen to planetshakers.
then wow hits.
then if still have time after that, im gonna burn a cd of my favourite songs.

main worship was nice todayy!
had lotsa nice songs. like PURE AND HOLY PASSION!!!! i love that song. its been one of my fave songs since last year nov.

ate lunch with hil lyd sherlyn caroline.
then went back and played 'for all you've done' on the drums and keys a few times. and tried to play "who am i" with a melody. haiii my chords disappeared lah. lent to ben and the rest last wk and now they're GONE!
whee hil composed a nice song. tiffy thinks we shd sing it in worship. i agree! i cannot write songs. i've tried like quite a few times, but cannot think of anythng that even remotely sounds like a song. haii.

hm. I NEED TO PRACTISE MY KEYS MORE. like ALOT more. sigh. have been prac my guit more than keys cuz i can prac my guit anywhere in the house. lugging the piano arnd is... much harder. ><"

so now, i shall try to play the whole of "who am i" with melody. and i shall try to figure out the chords to hil's song so i can play it on the piano.

PRAY FOR BEN CHONG! he has a fever of 39.8C!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faints* aiyoo. so highh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgosh. must go pray for him. tata.

<3 mich

FUNNETH!

2005-02-26T06:27:00.000-08:00

today was FUN!
X)

had FotL at 7.30. outside the gb room. ><" was uberly noisy... but still, worship was good. :)

then DRILL! whoots! <3><" basically, FUNNETH! tabi took us for drill for 2h, then we went to the gb room and polished boots for 1 more hour. haha.

gave hil a lift back. *guards handphone* *and ze oh-so-cute-red-bear* and she somehow managed to memorise my monday timetable. darn. now must go find ways to disappear between classes and such. :P wheee. i still think you look DAO. i shall go ask the sec1s i know during gb on monday! *does that senior look dao?* *do they even know what dao is??? @.@* wahaaha. and we shall seeeeeeeeeeeeee. XD

went for sandra's bdaee! reached at 5, then played PS2 with mike and gabe til sands dad called us to go eat. oh and nicole and i were attempting to hit each other with the shuttlecock. she was up on the 2nd floor, and me on the first. advantage!!! oh well. i had the racket. X)

after dinner, the 5 of us sat at the table. and nicole sandra and i were passing food around. cuz they were trying to force me to eat. and gabe was filming it with his phone. -.-'' then we started talking crap, and describing the lamp above the table and the table and nicole's socks and various other wu liao things. cuz we were boredd.

then we went sandra's room to slack. and zara camee. BIRD DIDNT COMEE!!! *sobs* we were playing guit n listening to 98.7 and listening to gabe and sandra comparing air rifle scores. basically stoning. but waas fun. hmmm. times like this i miss the guys. girls sch dun have this sort of crap to talk abt ones. lol. X)

went to church for missions training. learnt THAI!!! a bit of it anyway. attempted to. X) sawatdii-kha! hee. so fun. lyd didnt come!!! hmphh. pao1 qi4 wo3!!!!!!!!! wadever. :P

ahhh must go BEG charleen to play on the 20th. cuz hil and i probably wont be able to make it for prac on the 19th cuz of gb stuffies. sherlyn has sailing stuffies on both 19th and 20th. and ruth's LEADING. so only left charleen. am i glad that we have more pianists. if not die liaoox.

okay. me shall go. must go count money to buy birthday presents. which are umm. overdue. pfffft. tata!

God bless,
<3 mich

B010

2005-02-25T06:35:00.000-08:00

and my new name is BOLO.

whoo.

yay gb tmr.
fotl then 3hs of drill. YAY.

and my head still hurts. pfffffffffft.

God bless,
<3 mich

crazy guitar players.

2005-02-24T05:04:00.000-08:00

heh. forgot to add something ystrday!

i thought i saw the most extreme when alyssa went to cut out a pick from cardboard to play the guit.
then ystrday, hil was playing guit in the gb room. and then she asked for $2. so, i, being a wonderfully nice person, lends her $2. then, she proceeds to fold up the $2 note into a small squarish shape and uses it as a pick.

-.-''

*applauds*

okay. wadever. im applauding her for two reasons! waha. guess. im so weird. X)

bye. gotta study for math test tmr. and write sherlyn her bdae note. since im too broke to buy her a present yet. ><" oh yeahh, i didnt die for chi! i woke up at 5.30, went to bathe, changed, then went to wake up my sisters. time: 6.15. then, i decided to take a SHORT nap. and ended up waking up at 6.30. and reached school at 7.05. haii. i should have just slept lah.

now have to go eat dinner.
tata!

God bless,
<3 michy

oh dear.

2005-02-23T04:53:00.000-08:00

uh oh.
tmr, i have chi formative open book test.
and i FORGOT TO BRING BACK A SINGLE CHINESE RELATED THING.
T.T
why me.

haii.
yesterday, had spotcheck. AGAIN. cant stand it.
grace was checking our class.
i didnt get booked again. i seem to be pro at avoiding bookings. aiyah.
but i think i should try to be guai-er lah.
both for me and the pits who know me. like gracie.
having a friend like me who like is forever wearing uniform so can3, must be very hard for them.
><" sorry!!!
somemore i wanna be psl next yr. so i shall try not to get booked.
ha must zhi chi me okayy!!! :)

today everything got cancelled.
squad meeting: cuz all the sec3s at GOH. all the sec2s at the stupid history talk. sec1s no squad. so, no use.
drill: dot decided that since we're gonna hv drill on sat, so spare us.
so, i ended at 3.30, instead of 5.30, like i originally thought. pffft. nvm lah. the history talk was crap lah. the speaker came like 20min late. and i didnt hv time to eat lunch. plus, the only informative parts of the speech were the Q&A session. i was thinking: "get me out of here!!! you can sabo me to be GOH i also dun care. saluting my arms off for four hrs would be better than trying not to fall asleep in this talk." pfffft.

yay gng for bike for bibles and civil defence camp! ystrday when i gave my dad the consent form for bike for bibles to sign, he was like: "you're gng to batam for camp. now gng to ubin. haii." i wonder how he'll react when he finds out that im planning to go for the missions trip in june. which will be in phillipines. and will last for around two weeks. my mum already sort of knows. dunno if he does.

hm. sandra's party this sat. sighh. im gng to skip dinner. and all the time after dinner. which is usually the funnest part. ><" there's missions training. you know, when sand told me abt the party ystrday, i was freaking out. trying to decide between the training and her party. then later on, when i was doing QT [at 2am, mind you.], i randomly flipped to one devotion andden the devotion basically made up my mind for me. heh. God is great! before i even asked Him [which is what i should have done in the first place], He provided an answer for me!!! :)

yay!!!!! okay. me shall go pack stuff. and sleep early. so i can wake up early. and go to sch really early. and cram for chinese. and pray i dun fail. even though its only formative, and zeggy said it was really easy, but then again zeggy's a smart pok[as well as a pokhead, and a onion head. heh long story.], and so i shouldnt believe her. basically, i shall go sleep now. tata.

God bless,
<3 mich

FROZEN.

2005-02-21T18:20:00.000-08:00

tis 10.27am.
i am in the raffles room.
with tong, oce, sam, sand, and an unknown sec4.

my hands are now frozen.
the raffles room is so COLD. and i lent oce my jacket so she would stop complaining that she was dying of hypothermia.

pfft. with the classrooms this cold, its no wonder we keep falling sick. it has nothing to do with the amount[or lack thereof] of hours that i sleep. ha.

okay. com studies gonna finish liaox. yeah, we forgot to buy the fake cockroaches again. so slacked the hour away. so fun. tata.

think of a title. hmm. titleless.

2005-02-21T03:04:00.000-08:00

gb todayy!
haii. im running from juniors and seniors and yearmates. lorh. my juniors are under the illusion that i like having my hair pulled really hard. and they come complaining that pp are pulling THEIR hair really hard. -.-" andden hil keep trying to get me to tell her somethingg. cannot say wad. now i will not say anything abt it til next monday, and hopefully she will forget about it!!! X) and a certain yearmate *ahemsamahem* likes to pinch me. painfully. owww. i will run alot.

drill! had drill theory test. cannot remember all the exact terms for the commands. aiii gng to diee. i wanna pass my stage1!!! *wail* and for drill, we were split up into two grps. and our grp which consisted of only year twos, was abit can3 lah. dot kept making us do sediah and senang-diri, over and over again, andden she got so pissed that she made us drop ten. haii. malu lorh. andden we just kept doing sediah and senang-diri and ka-belakang on the march. and berhanti. and that's it lorh. andden the other grp keep doing belok and hentak and all the other nice nice drill stuff. i so JEALOUS. sighh. well, at least my sediah and senang-diri are now pro-ish. sighh.

break. ate one plate of beehoon. then not hungry already. tis weird. why am i blogging abt break? weirdd. and no one was willing to save me from the evil hair-pulling senior-torturing juniors. and i wasnt THAT evil in sec1. nvm. next yr, its THEIR turn to suffer!!! wahahahha!!

devotion was... interesting. abt worship. can relate to what ms leow was saying abt everytime like after we lead/blah, we're always thinking/worrying abt whether we sang/played well, whether God's pleased. DEFINITELY. everytime after i play, i am totally freaked, will start thinking that i messed up the whole worship and all. haii. must remember what ruth said during the worship team thing. that when we're rehearsing, or playing the actual thing, our audience is, and should be God. and so if we're able to play for him at home, or at a rehearsal, why not for the real thing?

wednesday. got stupid history talk. so will miss quite a bit of gb. SQUAD TIME LEHX. and levites squad time is used for worship leader training. which we all have to do. AHHHHHH. STUPID HISTORY TALK. i dun even WANT to take history next yr. wanna take double sci double humans. chem bio lit geog. AND. dot was so mad with our drill, that she's making our grp stay back for one hour to do drill. not that i dun like drill. i love it. but i have this feeling that we're basically gng to be doing sediah and senang-diri. *wails* I DUN WANT TO STAY BACK FOR ONE HOUR TO DO SEDIAH AND SENANG-DIRI. i am miserable.

okay. me must go do hw. yay com studies tmr. hope she lets us off 15 min before time, like always. X) tata!

God bless,
<3 michelle-the-drill-deprived-levite

2005-02-20T04:39:00.000-08:00

hold me in your arms
never let me go
i wanna spend eternity with You

whee guess the songg!!! i love it.

i wanna be with You
i wanna be with You!

Youare m a g n i f i c e n t

2005-02-20T01:44:00.000-08:00

boooooooo.

i have absolutely totally forgotten how to do source based questions. *faints* i shall go to school early tmr and scream for help. *screams*

yay! just now in church, stayed back to dance. but we ended up jamming instead. so fun. plus, we got out the guit and bass. and a mike! budden very messy. the guit and bass all so loud. drown out the piano. and wenqiang drowned out EVERYTHING. obviously. lyd and tiffy say im becoming like wenqiang, always play the drums really loudly. ><" im sorry. im addicted to wonderful, loud music. :D

then tiffy keep saboing me to be worship leader. rubbish. then, me saboed ben to be worship leader! haha. we played for all you've done, magnificent, some other song and who am i!!! who am i is such a nice song. ^^ yayy!

worship today was nice. but first two songs a bit dead. ><" andden they only lifeted the projector higher at the last song, so i was like, tiptoeing to see the words during the first few songs. tiffy and hil in front some more. one of the disadvantages of sitting at the back row[and being short]. lydia was laughing at me. -.-''

then had workshop. wahh. copy until my hand pain. copied four and a half pages of my big big notebook. yowchie. me likes the workshops. always leave me with alot to think about. auntie rita was challenging us at the end; so many people died to get the bible to us, in english, so we can read God's word and understand it. but do we treasure God's word? are we willing to die for it, or if suddenly there's the scenario like in underground church, will we just give up our bible to survive? really alot to think about. me and lydia think that they should include bible study as an elective or something in sch. cuz its so much fun, and mind boggling to learn about the bible. everytime i come to class with a question(s), and leave with even more to think about. not that im complaining. the bible is something i wouldnt mind studying like crazy. X)

gb tmr! yay! gb is FUN. X) but of course. tata!

God bless,
<3 mich

squishy the levite!

2005-02-17T18:54:00.000-08:00

PI just now...
stupid pp locked up all our classrooms lorh.
so 211 212 213 301 302 all outside making a lot of noise.
then that hilary ah. *shakes head* wahh cannot stand her. but mrs ho is nice larh. X)

PI was... okay.
all the speeches short. approx 5 mins. and the speakers not boring. amanda zain so cheem. ><"
cannot see a single thing. sitting at the koi pond is bad.

haha but the sec3 prefects song medley was nice.
ANDAND the sec4 prefects dance was GREAT. ^^
denise and karwei dance like so pro.
BUCKLEANS! :P

saw junli again today!
ahhh miss her so much.
she joined ODAC! and its on mon.
so she cant come for GB mtgs.
*wails*
she's still so hyperr.
X)

hil's bag is so BRIGHT.
bright orange.
cld see her from inside school.

its still so early.
only 11.30....
yay very good.
my sisters arent back from sch, thus i can blast music as loud as i want in tiffy's room.
cuz the cd player in my room's not working.
i still dont see the problem in listening to planetshakers.
*forgets to mention the part about turning the music to max volume*
you didnt see that.
XD

me shall go be guai and do hw. tata.

God bless,
<3
michy
and
squishy the red bear who belongs to the LEVITES! whoooooooox!

catchafallingstarandputitinyourpocket [and it b u r n s]

2005-02-17T06:41:00.000-08:00

one night
i wished upon a falling star

[fallingstarsaresmallsolidbodies]

i wish...
but i can't tell you.
or it won't come true.

[travelingthroughspace]

my dreams fly.
they soar
high above
up there
but
they never bring me.

[tohittheearth'satmosphereameteorshoweriswhenmanymeteoritesfalltotheearthabeautifulsight]

you see.
see the smiles
the love
showered upon those
who can see the
beauty
of a meteorite shower

[buttheyalwaysforgettomentionthatthemeteoritesburnand]

die.

-------------------------------------------

yay. wrote this on the spur of the moment. i think its crap. dedicated to... someone. :) close to me.
PI tmr. stupid ties.

God bless,
<3 mich

bluaaaaaaarrrrrrr.

2005-02-16T05:09:00.000-08:00

i have realised something.
my msn nick says: 2 blurpoks. ><" stripeystripestripes. lance corporal!!! [ for all you've done] 213 '05!

and everytime someone sees it, they ask:
"who's the 2nd blur pok?"
not, "who're the blurpoks?"
but, whose the SECOND blurpok.

AM I REALLY THAT BLUR.

><"
cannot stand it.
and my juniors keep calling me squishy.
GAHH.
supposed to respect seniors.
*glare*

who's gng for the ri/rgs/rjc combined band concert this fri?
i shall find someone to go with.

and i havent solved my problem yet.
but i talked to sandra about it yesterday.
and prayed abt it yesterday.
and even though i havent found an answer,
i have encouragement.
1 corinthians 10:13

yay!
:)
and i am still on a v-day highh.
even tho v-day was umm. quite a while ago.
hee.
X)

God bless,
<3 mich

big problem.

2005-02-15T05:52:00.000-08:00

i have decided that i have a big problem.

apart from the fact that i have changed the names of my links 3 times in the past 2 weeks.
but thats beside the point.

i have a BIG PROBLEM.
which has been around since like. umm. late last year. and i think i only just realised it today. or maybe i realised it long ago, and i just didnt WANT to realise it.
and i need to pray abt it.
ALOT. like ALOT.
haii.

crap i hate myself for this.

God bless,
<3 me

\\*october babyy <333 th13rteenn]]

oh the sheerness of my ego. -.-

('fess up, mich!) (FINE.)

whooooo

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee.

lalala.

muuuuuuuugginnnnnnng

MUUUUUUUUUUUUACKS!

FWOOSH.

wheeee.

WHOOOHOOO.

<333

^^!!!!

:)

fwah.

whee.

AHHHHHHHHHH.

fwAAh.

T.T

fwah swah swahe!

whatdoiputhere.

LJ is muchly peaned.

bully meeeeee.

drowning in yogurt.

i EXIST, people.

chionging!!!

double sided tape and safety pins. and exco 2006.

LAAAAANYAAAAAAARDS!!!!

non-shiny boots. hmphh.

boots!

*blurrified*

michy tis content.

go. away.

gahhhhh.

happy michy! haha PREFIXES.

HELP!!!!!!! *panicks*

lalalalalalalala.

lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

hug.

corporal's orders. X)

zzzzzz.

counsellor michy.

apples. crunch.

dieeeeeeee acppppppppppp.

get off the com, michy!

titleless.

lagoon de la squid!

light.

oomph.

oh dear.

oh dear oh dear.

i am a lazy procrastinator.

april fooooooooools.

like, everyone's acting, like, you know, bimbotic.

wobbly squishy lime green flourescent jelly.

ah-choo.

wheeeee!!!!!!!!

hello.

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!

chiobu senior ahahahahahaha!!!!!!

daDVJHvfvadJFJvdf@blah.com

titleless. again.

hmmmmmmmm.

YAYY!

HYPER. VERY.

IM BACK!

namarie!!

funfunfun.

yoghurt good.

hehehehehehehehe!

gah.

X(

ouch.

WHOOTS YEAHH.

stress sia.

confusedd. and hyper!

confusedd. and hyper!

bleaghhhhhhhhh.

HALP!

mmm yeahh.

blurrified

HELP!!!!!!! panicks